totally clueless

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6:06 am

I heard a faint noise from my room. I looked around to see that me and jaden were on the bathroom floor. I slowly got up, losing my balance once, I walked to my bed. I hit stop on my phone and the noice stopped. I walked back to my bathroom to see jaden passed out.

"Jaden?" I lightly touched his shoulder and he woke up in a hurry.

"What? Are you okay?" He asked me. I giggled a bit and nodded.

"Yes. I'm okay but you should probably get going. You're girlfriend won't be too happy if she knew about you seeing me naked." I walked out of the bathroom and over to my dresser.

"Oh, okay. Um, if you need anything, I'll be in my room." He walked out. I sighed, remembering what happened last night. I still felt the straint on my heart. Like bob wire was on it, being tightened every minute I saw jaden.

I grabbed a pair of underwear and a bra. I put them on and walked over to my closet. I walked over to Jaden's side. I looked through his clothes that were still in my room. I grabbed his hoodie and a pair of sweats. I put them on and walked over to my shoes. I put on my converse and walked over to my nightstand. I didn't even bother putting on makeup. I grabbed my phone and put it into his pocket.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. I grabbed a bottle of iced coffee out of the door and opened it. I took a sip and then put the cap back on. I put it into the pockets on his sweats and walked back upstairs. I walked to his room and knocked on the door.

"Do you have a ride?" I asked as he opened the door.

"Yeah. I'll just get Josh to get me." He told me.

"Josh?" I asked.

"Yeah. Josh Richards. He plays football too." I smiled and nodded, knowing no one named josh.

"Okay well, bye." I told him.

"Love you." He hugged me and then closed the door again.

"I- ugh. I love you too." I sighed and walked down the stairs. I walked out the door and to my car. I got in and started it. It felt weird. It felt not normal. I looked at the front door, hoping for jaden to run out and say that he wanted to ride with me. But he didn't. I sighed and pulled out of the driveway.

I walked into the building, my bag on my shoulder. I looked around to see people looking at me. I just kept walking till I made it to the group.

"Hey girl! Where's jaden?" Nessa asked me. I felt the tears coming up.

"He's uh, he's getting a ride from Josh." I bit down on the inside of my cheek.

"Oh sweetie." Nessa and Dixie both hugged me as I dropped my bag. I looked at the entrance to see jaden. But he wasn't alone. He was with a girl. That was it. I cried. I cried so much. Nessa and Dixie both tried to calm me down.

"It's going to be o-"

"Don't even say it." I tried to stop myself from crying. I looked at jaden as he walked over to me. I wiped away the snot and tears off of my face and acted like everything was fine.

"Hey guys." He dabbed up Noah and coop. His 'girlfriend' walked over to me, ness, and dix.

"Hi guys! My name's Madison. But you can call me mads." She held out her hand for us to shake but none of us did.

"Hi." Ness looked at her.

"Hey." Dixie looked her up and down.

"Hey mads. I'm Sam." I told her. I stood up and pushed her hand down. She looked at me confused until I opened my arms. She took the invitation and walked into them.