Twilight

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Date Written: 7/18/2021

Cold.

Dark.

I don't think anything.

Nothing.

I'm blank.

A clean slate.

"I'm fixed"

Is what I tell myself, over and over again.

I'm not sad, nor am I angry, or fearful,

Just nothing.

I'm empty.

A shell of what I used to be.

Nothing is left of me.

Who am I, even?

I'm a machine.

Am I truly 'fixed'?

Or is that just what I want myself to believe?

No, what others want me to believe?

I'm not fixed.

I'm not fixed.

I'm not fixed.

I'm. 

Not.

Fixed.



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