Citrus Crush

Resolution

Something definitely was still wrong and Senpai didn't know how to fix it. The night before, after laying on the couch they went to bed only exchanging a few words. They didn't practice their music as they agreed to this morning. The mood between them was not malicious but just, off.

The feeling of something was wrong overflowed him, even more, when he woke up in the bed alone. He couldn't hear Lemon downstairs or anywhere in the house. Even worse as he looked around the house he found a note addressed to him on the counter.

Hey Sen,
I have been low on human meats and I had to go out. I know it's your day off and this is last minute but I need to do this. I'm sorry.
Signed, your local lemon Monster.

Anxiety washed over him as he read the letter. When he had days off it always involved them spending time with each other.

Lemon has never left before without telling him personally. He thought everything was solved last night and everything would be fine in the morning. But it wasn't.

This was his fault. Not only he was snippy yesterday this proved his fears about Lemon Demon.

Everything was going wrong after they had sex. Uncomfortable moments just now kept happening. He really should of not pushed both of them out of their comfort zone. What they shared with each other was amazing but overall is has caused them to be more irritable. Lemon must of had that realization too and now can't even stand being around Sen.

He made Lemon excited about sex but now he was an asshole constantly shutting him down every time he had questions about it.

He crawled back into bed not wanting to deal with these thoughts anymore. He had really fucked up. And he didn't know how to fix it.

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He felt himself being shaken softly. It took him a second to wake up again.

"Sen, is everything ok?"

He rolled over and saw the face of Lem with the most concerned expression he has ever seen on him.

"What do you mean?"

Obviously, things were not ok.

"You haven't gotten out of bed?"

Why would he? Why would Lem ask such a silly question?

"Why did you leave?"

It was hard to see but he saw Lemon cringe in his expression.

"You didn't find my note?"

"Of course I found it?" Sen said sitting up. "But why?"

"It said in the note."

Sen felt himself getting frustrated. Lemon was bad at social interactions but not this bad. He couldn't lash out again though. He had to fix this.

"Lemon Demon," Sen said. "Is there something wrong?"

He waited for his answer. He waited for the answer that Sen was the problem.

"I just really feel bad how I acted yesterday and I needed to get out." Lem finally said. "But, I don't think that was a good idea because now I feel worse."

He was the one who felt horrible. How?

"I snapped at you?"

"Because I am so bad at communicating!" Lem explained. "I don't know how to back off. Oh god, why did I bring up Lila when you clearly told me to stop."

"You blame yourself?"

"Sen, I was the one who pushed you yesterday!" Lem said. "You were having a bad day."