THE BIGGEST MISTAKE

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Prem pov

"I like you p' Prem" 

I was dazed and lost staring at the man in front of me. Wad was still looking at his feet as he doesn't know what goes next. We're just almost the same height but since he's looking down for too long he looks so cute, a smile slowly shows on my face. I rise up his face and let him stare at me. 

"Wad, I love you," I said and gently kiss his forehead.

He blinks his eyes as he realizes what I had just done. 

"Yah!, what did you just did?" Wad's face becomes redder in shyness. He rubs his forehead where I land my lips. 

I feel so happy right now, having Wad in front of me confessing our feelings to each other is like a dream. and I wish this dream won't have an ending. I hold his hand and we walk back to the canteen, even he tried to remove my hand I still hold it tightly. I won't be ashamed of the person who gives me a reason to love and give me a chance to feel loved, I don't care if we're both men as long as Wad want me to be at his side I won't let anyone judge us by just their own perspective. Loving someone is not only just for opposites sex, love is a feeling that anyone can feel, but not anyone can give that true feeling.

So as long as Wad's love is true ill cherish it and won't let him feel the disappointment of being with me. If it's Wad I won't be in fear of losing him if it's Wad I won't be scared of anything, if it's Wad I will be the happiest man having a very true person I've ever meet. 

I stop a few steps before entering the canteen again, Wad looks at me then on our hand.

" I won't be shy holding your hand in front of any of them inside that place, but if you are still not ready for them, I will respect your decision." I lay my hand in front of him waiting for his decision. if he will be as proud of our feeling as me or he still wants time to progress things.

Wad still hesitating to hold my hand, so i slowly pull back my hand and about to put it in my pocket  while saying "Let's go". But before I totally put my hand on my pocket Wad grab it and hold it tight and said "Let's Go"

I can feel he's hand shaking, he's face is totally red.  I feel so happy, my mind is overflowing with gladness. I pull him and start walking through our table. Kongbob is also in our table when we arrived. But all eyes are on us and our hands lock.

"Guys, my boyfriend Wad" I'm proudly told my friends.

Everyone was so quite until Bright broke it. " Whoa bro is this true..? Hey Wad are you sure of this bad mouth guy Prem?" He said still looking unbelievable.

Korn smack Bright back head. " Are you not happy of your friend. ?"

"Ouch Korn that's hurt man. I  am , I'm sure I am, I can't just believe that someone fall into Prem's bad attitude at shouting and bad mouth" Bright explaining why rubbing his back head.

" You really such a jerk Bright " Tootta get our attention. " Why not go and look for someone who will also like your dumbness" he said to Bright to make him stop talking.

I look at Wad and he still trying to stay in mg back, so i take one of the chair and ask him to sit, " Try to find someone who will love your clumsiness and dumbness first Bright before you keep criticizing me. " I jokingly told Bright while tapping his shoulder and pull a chair beside Wad.

"Yeah right. I just can't believe everyone who have bad attitude and like to shout and get mad a lot have boyfriends now. " He said while looking over me and Arthit.

" Ai Bright why are you looking at me?" Arthit notice it too.

"Are you and your junior code also boyfriend now?" Bright asked him straight away.

"Where did you get that idea Dumb Bright?" Arthit sound pissed off already.  But i noticed that he peck a look to Kongpop on the other chair.

" I saw you two at a stationary last week, having a date" Bright explain.

"You dumbass i just asked him to help me buy some book i need, will you stop putting your nose to others life business Bright" Arthit answered him trying to calm himself.

"Can we all stop here" Toota interrupt the commotion the building by Bright nonstop talking. "Let's go back to our class haven't you heard the bell rang just few second ago?" Toota continue.

We all got up from our chairs and start moving around to go back to our room class.  I called Wad once more before following my gang who walk pass by me.

"See you later. I will send you back home after class" I said to him.

"Okay, see you later p' Prem" Wad answered before making his first step to leave.

I pull his hand back to me for a moment and quickly kiss his forehead, before he start to react I bid my goodbye.

" See you later Narak" i called out loudly to Wad and finally join my gang walikng to our hallway.