THE BIGGEST MISTAKE

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Wad Pov.

I was walking close to a desk where I can apply to get here at Faculty of Engineering, it's really my dream to become a engineer so here I am trying to calm and fight myself from trembling. Yes I'm afraid of other being alone on myself since I was elementary I don't really know how to be socialize with other, many girls likes to hit with me but I just keep ignoring them as I know from myself that I'm afraid to be with other.

"Hello nong write your name and I'd number here" a senior on desk said.

I nodded as I get my pen and write the details he want.

"You can proceed now to the gym nong enjoy her at engineering faculty" he said and point the door at the right where the other freshmen was gathering together.

I feel nervous as I walk straight to the gym after other freshmen who make their self feel comfortable to the atmosphere of their college life, while me not knowing if I can survive to be with them.

From my whole elementary and high school life I was force to study at my room, my parent don't want me to attend a normal school because of my condition, yes I was sick I have a Hypothermia a condition that if my body heat been low at 34° I lost my conscious and my heart stop to beat.

Once when I was at my first grade, when my parents know about my condition when the aircon at our classroom broke and can't be off I felt freeze and lost my conscious until my homeroom teacher notice and thought that I was sleeping but when he check my pulse she got panic and called my parent right away as she check a low heart beat at my pulse. The moment they I arrived at hospital the doctor said that my heart beat stop but a little more while it came back to beat. Until our family doctor check on me and tell them my real condition, after that they become afraid that it will happen again so they decided to hire a tutor and teach me at home until I've decided that I want to experience to be at school and how the feeling of a normal 18 years old guy at his college life.

I seat at the corner of the gathered freshmen watching them being jolly with the second year senior until.

Before a man from the second row stand the atmosphere at gym change. All the second year senior become silenced and look at a five man coming from the front door of the gym and walk straight to the stage while their hand on their back..

A man in the middle intoduce his self as p'Arthit a third year and a hazing leader. He keep shouting and telling us what we should do as his junior of Engineering. My eyes laid at the man at his back he looks familiar to me that tall and fair skin man with a fierce and brown eyes, looking each one of us.

I know I saw him somewhere I just can't remember my mind keep thinking where on eart I saw this man.

"Beside!?" That man shout "you must come to the freshman gathering everytime, you must not be late, and more importantly,you must respect your senior" he said powerly.

P'Arthit the hazing leader keep talking about the rules that we must do. And tell us that we must know our senior so we have to get their signature I one week, a gasp from other freshmen fell the gym that made Arthit shout again. And telling us that before we speak our problems we must stand up and tell our name and I'd number. A guy that at the second row stand up and make a argument at p'Arthit.

"Kongpob I'd #0062" that man said. Their argue but then P'Arthit win over Kongpob.

They left the gym but the pressure of them was still there, until the senior second year lift us and tell us not to worry and giving us the booklet that we must fell with the senior's signature.

My heartbeat beats faster as I know that I must speak with other especially to the senior to get their signature.

"What should I do, I'm not good at meeting and introducing myself to other, how should I get there signature?"..

#12-02-18