THE BIGGEST MISTAKE

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Wad pov. 

It's been a week when we came back from our beach activity,still the same  p'Prem still always go and check on me that even Kongbob and other gang being suspicious on what he want we are but Im just alwats telling them the truth that we just p' nong.

p'Prem always wait me after class to drive me home, he also always visit my parents every weekend, that's like his gaining my parents trust. Whenever i asked him why he doing this things he find something to change the subject,  until this day came.

Just like other day he wait me outside our classroom to drive me home, but I refused this time I told  him that im meeting someone after class so its okay if he cant drive me today. I even asked Kongbob help to cover me that we meeting someone. 

"Who you gonna meet, I know you dont have too many friend except Kong and the gang?" p'Prem asked me.

"Im meeting my old friend he just came back from abroad, he will transfer her at engineering faculty by next week he asked me to tour him here." I told him as its a good timing that my old schoolmate and neighbor came home from America to continue his study here at Thailand.

"Okay where you going to meet i can drive you there," p'Prem insisting to drive me still.

"No need p' he will be here anytime soon," and as Im telling it to p'Prem my friend car park infront of us.

"Wad are you ready?" Pod asked me as he open the other side of his car. "get in now" he added

"I will go now p' see you tomorrow " I bid goodbye to p'Prem and ride Pod's car. I look back at p'Prem as the car moving.

"Is he the guy you telling me?" Pod said.

" yeah" I said, I already told Pod about p'Prem so that he wont be too confused what he will see in the university. Pod know about my condition so I know he will be so surprise when he see me talking and walking around with other that's why I told him now. I dont want to expalin it to him afterward, after all he is my first best friend. 

"Don't you think he's being so caring for you driving you home everyday Wad? " Pod asked me.

"I know it's look strange to other but he just treat me as his nong, "

"Want to ask you do you really think that way? Your not dumb Wad I know you don't think it's just like that. Is he also like that to other juniors? Is he also like that to his gang? Think of it properly Wad I feel that he have feeling for you and thet is for you to confirm soon, because i don't want to see you sad again. " Pod said to me 

I just look outside his window car, I know Pod have a point on what he said, Kong and the gang also telling me that it's strange that p'Prem treat me differently from other. It's also been a long time I want to asked p'Prem about it but I still can't find the right timing, or I was just afraid of te answer that I might hear would not be the thing that I expect.

Prem pov.

I still standing where Wad bid his goodbye to me and ride his old friend car, I was stoned in this place still putting myself altogether, this is the first time Wad reject me from driving him home. And seeing him entering someone else car, something in my chest start to hurt, this is not me I would not be affected just because Wad reject my offer, but why I feel weak, I feel defeated by someone I don't even know and the fact that they we're just friend as Wad said, why I feel hurt.

"Keep yourself together Prem" I said to myself I start to move my feet way go where my car park is. "You need to do something now Prem if you don't want to lose Wad," 

I guess the time comes as I expected, now I need to tell Wad what I really feel before I regret everything, Im now sure about ,,my feeling to Wad and I won't let this thing become my biggest mistake, I will tell him what i really feel and its does'nt matter what would his answer well be, I prepare myself for it, if Wad accept me or not its not my priority to think it now, im ready to get hurt for Wad. It would be my biggest mistake if I won't tel him what I truely feel.

I reverse my car and change my destination to Wad's residence, I park my car near their gate and after a half and hour I saw Wad's friend coming I wait till his friend left then I go out of my car, before Wad open their gate I came out of my car and called him. He was surprise in a minute.

"P' what are you doing here?" he asked me but I was just looking straight to his eyes.

I take a deep breath and try to calm myself from being nervous. He notice that my hand is shaking and that moment he hold my hand I didn't control myself to throw a hug on him. I can tell that he become more surprise on what I did, I break the hug and look him again in his face, "this is the time" I told to myself.

"Wad I have something to tell you,,,,, Wad,,,, I LIKE YOU."