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Part fourteen: My Babies

Estella's pov:
We have been trying for 3 months. He has let me rest but I just want to become pregnant.

But I want a baby. I sound so fucking annoying. Damn he might even double think about marrying me. Who wouldn't.

~2 days later~

(Lets just say they just fucked I'm not re-writing another sex scence okay)

We are here just cuddling while his face is in my neck. I let out a soft giggle and my eyes start to feel heavy. I look over at the clock and see it's 12:00 am. I decide to call it a night and turn my light off that was on my nightstand.

~3 hours later~

I need to fucking throw up. I get up not even worried I'll wake up Alessandro. What the fuck. I didn't eat anything bad.

What can it be. I have been taking a pregnancy test everyday. Honestly I think I'm infertile.

That's it I'm infertile. I can't bare Alessandro any children. I start sobbing. Why the fuck am I crying. I know it's sad I can't become pregnant but it's normal. Some people can't have children and that's normal.

I just wish it wasn't my normal. I wish I could get pregnant the way many get to but it just seems like I can't.

You know what let me give the benefit of the doubt and take a pregnancy test. Last time I took one was last week.

I stopped after seeing negative after negative.      

It's gonna hurt to see it's negative but it'll just give me a reassurance that I have a cold or something. I look for one that I have in the cabinet and find it under my sink.

I'll give the test 5 minutes to flip it over. What if I am pregnant. I'd have to tell Alessandro. But how...should I tell him right now or surprise him.

No I shouldn't get to ahead of myself. I'm more likely not or I'm really early to be. No I'm just not pregnant. What time is it. I took the test at 3:15 so at 3:20.

It's 3:19 that's long enough. Breath Estella it can be positive or negative. I hope it's positive. I'm gonna call Bella if I'm pregnant I want her to be the first person to find out with me.

But also I need the moral support because I don't think I can see another negative at this point.

Bella I swear you better answer.

"Estella you better have a good reason-"

"Tell me what the test says" I turn my face away and show it to her. Its so quite. I waited the right amount of time so it should say something.

Is it negative after 1 minute of silent I put it down and look at her face. She's smiling with joy. Don't know if I should be excited or worried. I didn't tell her we were trying for a baby but honestly I think she already knew.

"Your pregnant Estella" I'm what. I flip the test to see it say Pregnant. In bold words. I'm fucking pregnant. Me I'm pregnant with Alessandro's baby. God thank you.

I'm having a baby. A whole new life.

"I-m having a ba-by...Bella I'm having a baby" We did it. I'm sitting here on my bathroom floor crying and being hormonal over the phone with my best friend who is just dancing in her room because she is going to become an aunty.

Fuck I can hear Alessandro getting up. Fuck you baby you already gave me away but I love you.

I wave bye to Bella before ending the call.

"Estella are you okay because I'm coming in" Damn I love how worried he is but he's gonna see the test. I need to hide it.

I have no time for that.

"Alessandro wait on our bed I'll be out in a sec." Its show time baby I wanted to do a more planned surprise but I guess I'll have to change that plan.

I get the test and put in I'm my back pocket of my shorts and walk out.

Ah this is where it all started where I got pregnant and where I'll be telling my fiancé. I play around with my ring and look down at it before looking at Alessandro.

"Are you good love you look like you were crying." I was but because I'm pregnant with your child. And you don't know quite yet.

Ah I'm so excited to see what he says.

"Close your eyes" he gave me a puzzled look before closing them. Thank god he didn't ask questions.

"Now extend your hands" and he did.

He's about the find out we are expecting. Here I am a 21 year old pregnant and happy. Happy as I ever could be and ever thought I could be.

Once I put it down in his hands I spoke once again. "open your eyes" and he did .

He looked at me first than the test. He was quite but I hope because he has no words. He was staring at the test. Is he good there.

"Your preg-nant"

"No, silly we're pregnant congrats daddy" he started to fucking cry.

The man was bawling his eyes out. Did I break him.

"Amore mio we did it we're having a baby" shit he's a hugger alright. He pulled me on the bed and I landed on my back. I look at him and he goes straight for my stomach. This baby is gonna be so loved. By both mommy and daddy.

Damn not even a kiss for the mommy.

Moody much

Shut up your me remember stupid

Poor Alessandro he's gonna have to deal with your bitchy ass

Who hasn't.

"Hi baby do you know how long we waited for you" he says as kissing my stomach.

My little fucking heart can't take it anymore I'm so in love I don't think I'll ever leave...

Or so I though

(And there is the baby....good night everyone because I'm sleepy and I'm just reading books in my library and not writing.

I'm sorry that's very mean of me but at least I'm honest

Xoxo, Evelin)

Last edited September 5, 2021