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Part twenty-two: Alone

Alessandro's pov:

What happen? I can't find her. I can't locate her. The only thing I can think about is her ring but she usually doesn't wear it much because it is a bit tight. Why her. Why now. Why ever.

She was already taken away from me once but David helped me. What is he going to think this time. I can't take care for my wife, mother of my child, his daughter. I don't care what he thinks. I located where the crash was but only saw a dead Russian man and her car with nobody in it. Did she just leave me. That was 45 minutes ago.

No. I call Marie because she is still the best assassin/hacker we have and does an amazing job getting the information we need. I can't believe I'm asking my pregnant younger sister for help. I really am pathetic aren't I.

"What's up big bro?" I can hear the joy in her voice. I really wish we were under different circumstances. "I can't find her." I feel my heart sinks saying those words. What if I never find her again. My love, my life, my world. Just all gone. I feel a whole in my chest thinking those words. 'she's gone'

"Who?" I squeez my eyes shut not allowing the tears to fall. "Estella. She called me and was on her way and someone crashed into her car." I pause. They were best friends. What do I tell Isabella. She made me promise her that Estella's life would always be before mine. And I didn't need to make that promise. I always knew her before me. "I couldn't find her at the scene." I finally let out a muffled sob.

"Alessandro what do you mean. Don't tell me she's dead." I feel my heart shatter. Did she die. Two of the most important people are with her. Herself and our child. I fall to the ground and look at my desk. She was suppose to be here. I was suppose to give her hugs and kisses, give her a back massage. I can't be without her here. I need her more than I have needed anything.

I sound pathetic and I can't think. She, them they're not here and I can't fucking find her. "Marie I need you to track her phone." I say sobbing into the phone. "Alessandro calm down."

"How do you want me to calm down when this happened last time Marie. Do you not remember Helena went through this too. How do you want me to do that. How the hell do you want me to react." I pace back and forth in my office. "Alessandro, Estella is smart I know it have some faith in her." She tries to calm me down but I can't.

"I know she's smart but what if she got hurt, what if she can't call for help. All because I wasn't with her. Marie how. Tell me how." I hear a faint knock at the door. 1 hour and I couldn't find her nearby or anything. I walk to my door and see it's a maid. She looks scared.

I never hurt the maids or treat them like they are less they all deserve respect no matter what their job is. "Sir it's Ms. Gallardo...She's down stairs." She moves aside and I go running down stairs. Or more like sprinting.

She was here but hurt and I can't do anything to help her with the pain. She was placed on the couch while my doctor helped her with the blood on her body. How long has she been here?

"Estella...You seem to have only hit something very hard which the impact is the reason your head is bleeding a bit, but we were able to find the source and stop it." The doctor was getting up but she stopped him. "How's the baby is it okay." I see the worry on her face. I see she has bruises on her body. She no longer had the outfit she left in. She was in spandex and a crop top.

"The baby is doing good just make sure to take it easy for you and the baby." I walk up to her and see her on the verge of tears. "I almost killed our baby ag–again." I kneel down next to her and place a kiss on her temple. I throw my phone on the other couch knowing very well Marie heard and was on her way. "Nononono it's not your fault amore it's not. You and the baby are okay and that's all that matters." She hides her face in my chest and lets out sobs. "No Alessandro it's my fault I-I wasn't paying attetion and he-he crashed me. I would have kill me and the baby an-and you would have been mad at me." I rub her back as she just held me tightly as if I was going to leave. "I could never get mad at you mi amore."

"D-do you promise?" She looks up at me with her puffy red eyes looking for any hit of lies. "Yes I promise."

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Estella pov:

I feel like shit. Second time I almost lost the baby. Why me? Is this a sign that I shouldn't have any kids? I look up at Alessandro and see him fast asleep. It's been hours since he saw me in my state and I know he was worried sick. I saw it in his eyes.

Marie came by but she's pregnant herself and is still in her first trimester so she shouldn't be worrying herself about anything.

I told her to go get married and rest because she'll need it before the babies are here.

I turn my back towards him and look at the window with the white curtains I wanted. Everything in this room has what I wanted. The baby crib in the corner, which is not even done with. I also chose all the dressers in the room. Everything inside of this room screams me and soon to be mama.

I gently peel the sheets off of me and get up holding my stomach—my baby bump being noticeable. I walk towards the mirror I have in the corner and look at myself.

I'm young and in love, but I danger myself and my child. I walk out of the room and walk straight to the kitchen.

I usually don't have midnight cravings but today I wanted to eat my sorrows away. I open the fridge and grab the tub of ice cream with a spoon.

I walk out to the back yard and see the view of the city and all the city lights. I settle down on the grass still seeing the lights. "Look at that my baby. Soon me and daddy are gonna get to see you and love you so much." I open the tube and scoop up the ice cream in my mouth.

For it just to be June it sure is warm today. I get up and leave the tub walking around the estate or more like walk around in the back to not have as much sugar in my system that I just ate.

I look down at my night gown and my silk robe that makes my bump pop. I smile and look up at the stars in the sky. "Who would have known I would be here today if it weren't for my father. Right." I let out a sigh before walking back in and heading to the bathroom.

I quickly do my business and wash my hands. I walk into the nursery I have right next to our room and see the paint. I felt like picking pink for a girl and blue for a boy was just not it for me so I chose a yellow the was not bright but cute and sage green to make little designs with yellow and the baby's name with green.

I look at all the small details I was able to make for the baby in this room.

"Amore what are you doing up?" I hear a sleepy husband of mine right behind me as he places his hands under my bump.

"Just thinking how our lived are gonna change in a few months." He hums in response and places a kiss on my check.

"And it wouldn't have been possible if you didn't choose me to be your husband. Thank you Amore." I look up at him and see he's already looking down at me. "For what?" I give him a questioning look and he just laughed.

"Thank you for choosing me, thank you for the baby, thank you for being here with me." I just give him a quick peck on the lips and take a run for it.

"I'll get you Estella and once I do I'm getting a real kiss from those lips." I let out a giggle as I run down the stair at a slow pace just to be safe and crash down onto the couch.

"I got you woman now give me those lips." I pull him in and connect our lips. I feel his tongue asking for entrance but I denied just to keep him on his toes. He groans at my action and I mentally give myself a high-five.

This is my life and I wouldn't change it for the world. 

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