A Personal Hell

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It's like I'm in a panic room;
Always in alert.
Even when I'm safe and sound,
There is no revert.

You could put me in a padded room.
A place with no out or in....
My mind will still try to find,
The warning signs deep within.

You could tell me it's impossible,
And I'll find a 'what if', on que.
Please, tell me how to live my life,
Because I don't know what to do.

The simplest of things
Are terrifying,
It's not of my control.

Living in a constant fear,
Is exhausting to my soul.

~ B.M.D ~

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