Broken Chains

65. Broken Chains

You tore me apart

Right down to the bone

You left me there in pieces

A puzzle for someone else to figure out

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And darling

You didnt care

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So i stupidly waited

Clinging onto anything

That would even glance in my direction

I grabbed at any chance i could get hold of

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Darling

I dont see how you could just leave me there

Is that all i was to you?

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People came

And people left

And i was left alone

All over again.

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And darling,

was it because i wasnt worth you?

Because if so im sorry

I didnt mean to waste your time.

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I eventually found a person to hold onto

An end to all the suffering

A light at the end of the tunnel

Untill they left as well.

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Darling

Did you tell them?

Im not supposed to have a best friend?

Im not supposed to have anyone?

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I find myself wondering,

Why did they all leave?

Am i just unlucky?

Or just a pet peeve?

I dont know

And i hate that

I hate that i dont know

Because thats what ends up killing me

I dont know if they were the bad guy

Or i was just the clingy puppy,

That no one wanted to deal with.

I have no idea.

And i never will.