Since I Was Torn From You (Axl Rose)

Seven

Warning: Smut

*DIANA'S POV*

I woke up the next morning and Axl was still asleep with his arm wrapped loosely around my waist. I smiled, he meant the whole world to me. We were separated for eight years and I got him back. And nows he's mine. 

I sat up and rubbed my eyes and looked over at Axl who's eyes fluttered open. He sat up and smiled at me. "Good, morning beautiful," Axl said wrapping his arms around me. "Good morning," I said before I kissed his lips. I don't know how many women Axl has kissed in these eight years. And I don't care. All I know is that he knows how to kiss. It was a perfect feeling that ran through my body every time he kissed me. 

Axl pulled away and smiled warmly at me. "Are you hungry?" he asked. "No," I said. "You should eat," Axl said. "I don't want to," I said. "Why?" Axl asked. "I... I'm fat," I said. "No, you aren't you're beautiful," Axl said. "And even if you were fat, I'd still love you. Hell, I loved you when you were the chubby first-grader didn't I?" I smiled and nodded. "So, baby don't doubt yourself. You're perfect for me," Axl said. "R-r-really?" I stammered. My stupid anxiety. Axl nodded and pressed a kiss to my lips. 

Axl pushed my back onto the bed and roughly kissed me before pulling away. "I need you," he said looking me in the eyes. "O-o-okay," I said. I was using birth control so there wouldn't be a problem with having sex with him. "Are you sure, baby?" Axl asked. I bit my lip and nodded. 

I was so scared and worried. I was a virgin. Not only that but I was afraid I wouldn't be good enough for him. I felt I was too fat. Or maybe I'll be terrible at it. 

"Tell me to stop when you want to," Axl said. I nodded. Axl slipped his hands under my shirt (Which was actually his. I was using it as a nightgown) and pulled it over my head. I gasped and put my hands over my breasts. "Don't cover yourself up, you're beautiful," Axl said before he kissed my lips once again this time with more passion. His hands roamed my body as he kissed down my neck and began sucking and nibling on my sweet spot. I moaned. 

Which was the first I've ever done that. Even though I was scared I'd be terrible at this or not enough for him. It gave me a thrill knowing my first time would be with him. I loved him with all my heart. 

He quickly took my panties off and hovered over me. His eyes filled with the perfect mixture of lust and love. I brought my shaky hands to take his shirt off. I blushed brightly as I gazed up at him. "Are you sure you want this?" Axl asked. "Y-y-yes," I stammered. "Okay, but remember to tell me to stop when you want me to," Axl said. I nodded. Axl pushed himself down and placed my legs on his shoulder's giving me one last look before his mouth came in contact with my area. I grabbed handfuls of his hair and moaned. An amazing feeling rushed through my body. Even though I've never done this before, I knew it could only feel this good if I did it with Axl and no one else. 

After a little while, he came back up and kissed my lips. I shakily worked to push his sweatpants dwn. He looked at me a look of concern washed over his face. "J-just g-g-go sl-slow. I... I've n-n-never d-done this b-before," I said my anxiety kicking in. Axl nodded before pushing himself inside of me. I dug my nails into his back and buried my face in the crook of his neck. He slowly began pumping in and out of me. I moaned and continued clawing his back. "A-A-Axl," I moaned wrapping my legs around his waist. "Fuck, you're perfect," Axl said. I felt a knot form in my stomach. "A-Axl, I-I-I'm..." I started. "I know, baby, me too," Axl said before he shot his load inside of me. 

Axl collapsed on top of me as we both started panting. He rolled on his sat and looked me in the eyes with a look of worry and concern. "You aren't hurt are you?" he asked. I shook my head. "Was I... Was I a-any god?" I asked. Axl grabbed my waist and pulled me to his chest. "Baby, you were perfect," he said. "R-r-really?" I asked as tears filled my eyes. "Really," he said. I buried my face in his chest and began to cry. "Wh-whats wrong? Are you hurt?" Axl asked. "No, I just love you that's all," I said. "I love you too, Dee," Axl said nuzzling into my neck. 

Everything would be alright as long as I had Axl by my side. 

Sorry, not sorry -Caitlyn.