Since I Was Torn From You (Axl Rose)

Twelve

*DIANA'S POV!* 

 I woke up the next morning with a soaring headache. Axl wasn't with me. And his bags were gone too. My heart began to beat fast thinking he left me for someone better. I saw that I was naked and it confused me. Did he fuck me and then leave. I saw a note on the nightstand and picked it up. 

Diana, 
How could you? I thought you loved me. I found you having sex with a random man you found at the bar. I'm leaving you. I can't handle this. I left you some money to get yourself started because I can't stand to see you on the street. I'll leave your stuff on the porch. -Axl. 

I began to sob. I cheated on him. I didn't mean to do it. It was a mistake. And now he's gone and it's all my fault. I decided to see if the guys were still here. And I know just who to go to. Izzy. He'd know exactly what to say. 

I ran to Izzy's room after I got dressed. I was a sobbing mess. I walked into the room and saw Axl sitting on the bed with his face in his hands crying. Izzy was rubbing his back and giving him sympathetic looks. "A-A-Axl," I choked. Axl shot his head up and looked at me before rising off the bed and leaving. 

I fell on the bed where Axl was. "Izzy, I know what I did was wrong. But I was drunk and-" "It was rape," Izzy said. "What?" I asked. "The man raped you. You couldn't consent you were drunk," Izzy said. "Now, listen go wait in your hotel room and I'll go talk to Axl." I nodded and walked back to my room. 

I sat there and waited for about thirty minutes before Axl walked in. His eyes were bloodshot from the amount of crying he had been doing. I felt terrible. This was all my fault. 

Axl ran up to me and enveloped me in a hug. "I'm sorry, Dee, I really am," Axl said. "No, no, no. I should be sorry. I'm the one that did it," I said. "I'll kill him for laying a hand on my girl," Axl growled holding me tighter. "No, baby, let's just go," I said. Axl looked at me before leaning down and giving me a passionate kiss before quickly pulling away. "What if you're-" I could see the fear in his eyes. "I'm not I'm on birth control," I said. Axl buried his face in my shoulder. "Good, because I want your first child to be with me," Axl said. "You want children?" I asked. Axl nodded. "Not now of course. But I would love to have children with you someday," Axl said. I smiled and reconnected my lips with his. 

I'm so lucky to have him. I won't ever let him go.