Since I Was Torn From You (Axl Rose)

Eleven

*DIANA'S POV!*

I was standing beside the bed softly singing Revolution by the Beatles while I folded clothes. Axl was at the studio but he wouldn't be there long. I looked over at the clock and realized I should start supper before he got home. I turned towards the doorway and screamed. Axl was leaning against the doorway smiling. "Axl!" I scolded. "Wh-wh-what are you doing!" My anxiety was coming back. Axl frowned and walked up to me pulling me in a hug. "I didn't mean to scare you, baby, I was just listening to your beautiful voice," Axl said. I looked up at him. "Beautiful?" I asked. Axl chuckled. "Of course, you're voice is perfect!" Axl said. "R-really?" I asked. Axl nodded. "Okay, I'm going to fix dinner," I said getting out of Axl's arms. He nodded and walked to the bathroom to shower. 

After I finished supper I set the table and waited for Axl to come. He walked in his hair damp from the water. He looked perfect though. We said grace and then ate. 

He seemed nervous. "What is it, baby?" I asked. "Uhm... Well, I'm going on tour in a weeks, and I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?" Axl asked. "Me? You? On tour? Where?" I asked excitedly. "Everywhere, baby! New York, New Jersey, Oregon! A nation wide tour! We'll travel the world. Just like we talked about," Axl said. Tears filled my eyes. He remembered our rooftop conversations. "What's wrong, Dee?" Axl asked worry flooding over his face. "You remembered our rooftop conversations!" I cried. Axl got up and pulled me into a hug. "Of course I did, baby! Those were our special moments," Axl said. "I love you so much, of course I'll go on tour with you!" I said. 

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I had a blast on the tour. It was so much fun. We were currently hanging out in Las Vegas at a bar. Axl was laughing at something Izzy and Izzy held a proud smile on his face. 

I never dran so much before. Just bottles of whiskey I shared with Axl nothing much. But I decided to let lose and have some fun. More and more. Shots after shots. Downing bottles with either Duff or Slash. 

The band was scattered about and I was black out drunk when a man came up to me. "Hey, babygirl," the man said. "Hm?" I asked drunkenly. "You're looking fine come back to my place," the man said. "B-b-but my boyfriend-" "He left you alone didn't he? He doesn't care enough, he won't care," the man said. "O-o-okay," I stammered and walked out with the man. 

I was very dizzy and disorented. The man whispered sweet nothings in my ear and touched me. I smiled thinking about Axl doing that to me. "I-I-I'll bring you t-t-to my place," I stammered. The guy smirked and nodded. 

*AXL'S POV!* 

I looked around the bar after I had finished a game of pool with Izzy and Slash. I couldn't find Diana anywhere and that scared me. 

"She probably went back to the hotel," Izzy said. "Yeah," I said looking around the bar one more time before leaving with the band. 

I walked into my hotel room my heart pounding. I then heard soft moans coming from it. I kicked the door open madly and flicked on the light. There in the bed was Diana and some man. "WHAT THE FUCK!" I yelled causing the man to jump up. He grabbed his clothes and left quickly. "DIANA!" I yelled. "H-h-h-hey b-baby!" Diana slurred. She was as drunk as a skunk. And she cheated on me. "How could you do this!? I thought you loved me?" I asked my voice cracking at the end as I began to cry. "I do love you!" Diana slurred. I packed my stuff and wrote a note saying what happened knowing good and well she wouldn't remember it in the morning. Then I left. 

I walked to Izzy's room, suitcase in hand, and knocked. Izzy answered. He looked extrememly tired. "What's wrong?" Izzy asked his face full of concern. "Diana cheated on me," I said sadly as tears poured from my eyes. "Come in you can stay here," Izzy said. 

I slept in the second bed and stopped myself from crying. But I couldn't help but think how this trip was supposed to be a fun time for me and Diana. We were supposed to cuddle all night tonight. I loved her. Fuck, I still love her. But I can't be hurt by her. I'll just have to move on. I've been cheated on before. But this one hurt the most.