Little Sister

+*19+*not anymore+*

[TRIGGER WARNING: talks about toxic and abusive relationships]

i feel like chet - mxmtoon
'i'm a hopeless romantic afraid of commitment'

+*9:38pm+*

"tom is it okay if you stay here and noah stays at tobys for tonight?" wilbur asks poking his head out of nikis room.

"yeah of course," tommy nods, smiling at him.

will goes back into the room as me and tommy continue our attention to IT: Chapter Two, the scene with the weird little bug baby comes on and tommy covers his face.

"ew ew," he says tucking his face deeper into the blanket to the point where his head is basically on my legs.

"what? you dont like the weird bugs from this amazing movie?" i laugh at him.

"no! theyre gross and disgusting and everything bad," he states, making me laugh more, "can i lay my head on your legs?"

"yeah sure," i say as he positions his head to a comfortable position on my thighs.

"ember?" he starts again.

"yeah?" i say, lowering the volume on the tv.

"well, you know, im just curious on what happened between you and the guy that reached out to toby," he says and i sigh.

i need to tell him at some point.

i pause the television and look down at tommy, starting to play with his hair so i dont show too much emotion.

"well we did date, we just dont anymore of course, but he was just not healthy to be with..or around for that matter," i say.

"yeah, but why? sorry you dont have to answer if you dont want to," he says and i smile at him.

"no its okay, i need to tell you at some point. he basically hurt me, i guess, physically and mentally, to the point where niki and will had to step in and end it. but anyways since that hes been like following me around and breaking into my home and i dont even know why," i rant, taking a deep breath.

"what the fuck.." tommys voice shakes, "im sorry em, you did not and do not deserve that in the slitest."

"yeah, thanks," i smile, continuing to play with his hair.

"you know it feels nice when you do that," tommy says and i laugh a bit.

"do what, play with your hair?" i question.

"well yeah obviously, it feels really nice," he says, closing his eyes.

i leave HBO and go onto Netflix, starting to play twilight since it finally came out.

"what the fuck is this?" tommy asks as the second movie starts.

"its a movie," i say in an 'obviously' tone.

"yeah but why are you watching it?" he says, moving his head to look up at me.

"because i love it," i say looking down at him.

he hums and turns his head back over to look at the tv.

and after the movie ends and the next one starts, we both fall asleep, my hand in his hair and his head on my lap.

+*485 words+*

I LOVE TWILIGHT SO MUCH I WANT TO BE BELLA.

fuck rosylin just came on on my playlist😐

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