Fallen for weasley

"The letters"

When you came home you couldn't stop feeling guilty for not listening to Ron. And never gave him a chance to talk about what happened. But you knew it was probably some lame excuse. But how could you be so sure you never ever spoke to him other then in the office a couple hours ago. Did he really mean what he said? Did he still love me? Or was it all an act to get on good terms with me? All these thoughts kept running trough my mind and I couldn't sleep. I decided to write Ron a letter

Dear Ron,
I'm so sorry I never gave you a chance to explain what happened that day 7 years ago and this is your chance. I'm not giving you a second chance in a relationship. But I am giving you a second chance in friendship. So maybe we can be even and start all over again as friends.
Y/N Y/L/N

There it was sent and now I couldn't change my mind. But I shouldn't be worried. He should be the one who's worried. Cedric was asleep. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. You couldn't help but smile at him. I waited anxiously for his letter to arrive. And then it finally came

Dear y/n,
I'm so happy and relieved we can start over as friends and leave this all behind us. I overheard Cedric in the corridor that he was going to ask you out. And that he felt a connection between the two of you. As dumb as I was i assumed the worst. That you cheated.I should've talked to you about it.But I didn't. And so I decided to cheat on you because I thought you already cheated so why not cheat on you back. I know it's sounds so stupid. And it was and I'm so sorry

Your friend, Ron

Dear diary,
I don't know why I wasn't happy that we where friends and that we would put away all our history just like that but maybe that's all I am to Ron. Just a friend. Deep down I think I have feelings for him still. No no I can't I'm getting married to Cedric. I think I might have feelings for them both. Why did I have to put myself in this situation. I wish I could choose between them but it's so hard. No one will find out about my feelings for Ron. And I will make sure of that. Hopefully I will be better at hiding them now that me and Ron are friends. I would not write this down usually. But I have no one I can talk to about it. Or I don't have anyone I want to talk about this with.

I hid my diary in my closet in a locked. I then felt really tired and only then realized it was 2:30 in the morning. I better head to sleep.

A/N: nobody knows about y/n secret will someone find out? And who will find out? How are things gonna go with Cedric and y/n? That you will find out in the next chapter that will come out on July 22th so stay tuned..../ el