i woke up still in todorokis arms. i wasn't going to complain since he was warm and i felt safe. he made me feel like someone actually cares about me.
he doesn't like you. he did all of this to use you he hates you he thinks you're disgusting
die useless ugly fat waste immature stupid bitch
die
those repeated in my head but i tried to ignore them. why was this so hard.
Todoroki POV
i hear my darling mumbling and instead of saying something, i decide to listen.
"he doesn't like you. he did all of this to use you he hates you he thinks you're disgusting"
these words hurt me. but who was he talking about? me? Bakugo?
"you're wrong~" i whisper into his ear
"oh i didn't know y-you were awake!" he says while looking up at me with dull eyes.
"ya and whoever made you think these things can go die. unless it's you. then i might have to punish you~" i cooed into the small boys eyes as his face turned red
"now go back to bed and ignore those stupid lies"
he snuggled into my chest trying to hide the blush on his face.
i pet his head and checked my phone real quick.
Bakugo: 3 messages
Bakugo: is he okay :[ Bakugo: ??
Bakugo: are you ok? asleep?
i message back to him "he's going back to bed. he woke me up mumbling and now he's sleeping :)"
i put down my phone ignoring everyone else who was asking if Deku was ok. he's fine as long as he's in my sight. if he's not then he's not. and if anyone or anything touches him then they won't see another day on earth.
"mhm~" he mumbled in his sleep. he moved around uncomfortably.
"no don't" he was clearly having a nightmare. i proved my point when he shook awake and gasped.
"what was your little nightmare about."
"fucking hell~ nothing i don't want to talk about it." he says wrapping his arm around me. i run my hand up his shirt and rub his back.
"ok i get it."
"i wanna go back to my dorm~" he was in my hoodie and the shorts he wore yesterday so it made sense.
"want me to take you?"
"mhm"
i pick him up as he doesn't move. god this lazy cutie.
he moves into a position comfortable for him as we walk to his dorm.
i set him on his feet so he can unlock the door. he grabs his key and he walks in. i look around this kids dark ass room as he takes off my hoodie
"why so dark?"
"idk i like it. it- never mind."
his room was slightly red from the led lights.
he looks at he and... hides?
i look at his arms after he puts them down. they were bloody but pale and they looked really bad. they had cuts from the beginning of his wrist all the to almost his shoulder.
i gasp and i feel like my feet are going to give up on me. i fall to my knees as i cry into my mouth.
"Todoroki?!? w-what's wrong?!?"
"y-your a-arms..." i didn't want to be an ass but i had to save him
he knelt down next to me as a grab him.
"i-Izuku... i need you Izuku. please, PLEASE don't leave..." i needed this boy so much. he can't leave
"s-Shotou i-it's getting h-hard..."
no fuck i did this didn't i? i can't anymore i feel like i'm gonna pass out
"i-i know but you have to promise you will NEVER touch a blade to your wrist EVER again." i knew i was being loud and maybe sounded a bit mean but i needed this kid so bad he can't leave
"please. you don't even understand how much i need you. do you know how long it's been since you've felt this way?" i ask his trying not to cry my eyes out
"it's been a while i guess it's just my bad luck." he chuckles but i can see the huge amount of pain behind his eyes
"i get it. but nobody seems to get ya. you feel you're on your own. but listen pretty boy you don't have it he alone. i know your heart is hurting and you think there is no end. you may think that blade is your friend. but baby don't cut. please just don't cut. i love you with my body soul and heart to death." i choke on my tears through it but that's all i could say
i wrap my arms around him tightly as he sobs into my shoulder.
"Shotou... t-thank you..." he says as my heart sinks at the name
i hug him tighter as i fight back tears.
"listen to my words midoria. you will have to hear them again and again and they will rot into your brain and i will be sure of that~" i whispered into his ear not trying to stress him out more than he already is.
i give him a kiss on the forehead as i hear a voice behind me
"Deku please take those words~" Bakugo says leaning on the door
i stand up signaling Bakugo to go take care of the poor boy.
Bakugo POV
i check the time real quick and it's 7:50 so he must be kinda tired.
i pick him up and lay him on the bed.
he settles into bed as i slither below him. we both sit on our phones for about an hour.
it's now almost 9:00 so we decide to get to bed.
i hear his soft snores before i put down my phone. he was adorable when asleep. i mean he's adorable whenever but he looks so peaceful and calm.
my hands slither up his shirt as i bring myself up a bit to meet his chest.
i fall asleep not long after.
i wake up and check the time and my notifications. Deku was still asleep and it was 7:45 it was a Sunday and this kid is still asleep. makes sense.
i curled into him
that's an idea of what they look like 👇
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i'll make sure that nothing touches this boy besides me and Todoroki.
