- the next day-
i woke up in the bed in between Bakugo and Todoroki.
Todoroki was big spooning me and Bakugo was further away so we weren't touching.
i go to get up but i feel a hand pull me back down. okay fine i'll stay. i turn around hugging Shotou as i fall back asleep. i wake up to Shotou lightly petting my head.
"mhm~" i turn the other way as i'm tired as heck
"morning~" he whispered into my ear.
"no i'm going back to bed~" i gently say into his hoodie as we both fall back asleep. when i woke up it was about 9:20 so we get up.
"good morning you two!" mina says with a soft smile.
i felt like absolute shit today. thousands of horrible thoughts spread through my head and it made my stomach hurt.
"you ok Izuku? you don't look happy." Todoroki says
"y-ya i-i'm ok" i was lying straight to his face.
i stand up without saying anything as i dash to my room. everyone looked at me but i didn't care. i needed to feel that pleasure that i promised i said i wouldn't want to feel again. i rush to my bathroom shutting the door behind me.
i grab a blade that Todoroki somehow didn't find. i sit on the cold tile rolling up my sleeve. i give my arm more slices as the cold blade glides against my arm. i hear a knock on my bathroom door as i lock it. i lean against the bathtub as the knocking turned into banging.
"Deku please open the door.... Deku please?" i hear him fall to his knees
"Deku please open...." he starts to sob
i sit there bleeding out
"i love you kacchan..." i say as i feel myself get weaker
"NO MIDOIRA OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE... OPEN THE DOOR" he's sobbing and banging on the door. i sit there unemotionally listening to him bang on the door
he blows down the door with his qwirk running to me.
"stay with me Deku... it's gonna be okay." he hugs me while picking me up bridal style and running out of the bathroom.
i feel myself weakening slowly cause of the blood i was loosing. my eyes drift as i go in and out of conscious.
"PLEASE STAY WITH ME IZUKU" Bakugo runs out and takes me to the hospital. a couple people follow us. Tenya, Todoroki, Uruaka, and kirishima run after us. Bakugo uses his qwirk to go faster.
i feel myself pass out from all the blood i lost
-time skip-
Bakugo POV
i sit next to deku as his unconscious self sits there. i sob silently.
Tenya, Uruaka, and kirishima left after i got to the hospital cause they thought none would want them there. Todoroki was sitting next to me fidgeting with his thumbs though
"so this is... Izuku midoria correct?" the doctor says coming in
"y-yes." i say
"does he have a parent or guardian that we can speak to?"
"i don't know h-his parents number.." i say not making eye contact with anyone
"we have a sorta guardian that could come." Todoroki says
"okay that will work! can i get their name?" the doctor asks flipping threw the clipboard
"shota aizawa..." he says trying to look the doctor in the eyes
"okay tell him to come over. i'll be back in half an hour to see if he wakes up!" the doctor says before leaving the room
Todoroki POV
i call him
"hello?" he says in his sleepy voice
"i need you to come over to the hospital... i-it's important... p-please h-hurry" i say on the verge of tears.
"what happened?!?" he asks while i hear him stand up
"i-it's i-Izuku... i-i'm not sure exactly w-what happened." i can't keep it together anymore
"this is my fault..." Bakugo says next to me staring at the ground. i put my hand up the back of his shirt as i scratch it softly. (don't be weird in the comments TwT)
i hang up and look at Bakugo.
"this isn't your fault Bakugo and you know that." i say while moving closer to him
i lift him onto my lap as he quietly cried.
"it's okay... hes gonna be okay" i hug him tightly.
he calms his breathing as i hold him like my life depended on it. i scratch his back while holding his hand with the other
mr aizawa burst through the door and looks at me and Bakugo, then midoria.
he comes and sits next to us.
"do one of you know what happened?" he asks
"i was s-sitting in the l-living room when h-he runs into his room. i walk to his dorm b-but i should have b-been quicker.. i p-pounded o-on the d-door b-but he wouldn't o-open it. i blast it open and s-see him o-on the f-floor in a p-puddle of his own b-blood. his arms were... awful. i-" he cuts off and starts bawling. i pet his head and i hold the crying boy.
"then i saw him run out of the main room and it looked like he had murdered midoria. about 1 hour later the doctor comes in and i called you." i continue
"wow... i don't know that Izuku had all of that.. going on"
"neither did i. well i did but i thought he stopped like... a month ago..." i said disappointed
"hello! are you... mr aizawa?" the doctor asks
"yes."
"alright... it seems that Izuku won't wake up for about another 5-30 minuets. do you know the phone number of his parents?"
"i do not." he says sighing
"okay. we will wait until he wakes up then we will ask him!"
"thank you sir." mr aizawa says
Bakugo calmed down and was now just sitting in my arms as i pet his head.
he sniffled every now and then. i get a call from... Tenya?
"hello?" i answer the phone
"what is happening?!?!?" he asks
i let out a sigh
"well... umm... he... h-he's currently u-unconscious. i'll talk to you later about it."
"okay. were all worried about him. i mean the last thing we saw about him was him bleeding in katsuki's arms so i think you can see why we are worried."
"ya i understand it's okay. we might spend a while here so don't expect us to show up any time soon."
"okay. bye Todoroki"
"bye."
i hang up as i rock Bakugo in my arms. he soon falls asleep. he's so cute. now we got an asleep Bakugo and an unconscious Izuku.
i start to hold Bakugo tighter so that i didn't cry.
was this my fault?
