my breathing almost gets out of control but i contain myself. i take deep breaths but it was hard.
"don't worry Todoroki. Izuku will be fine i know he will be. but you need to be the one to make sure he doesn't cut again. okay?" mr aizawa says noticing my breathing
"ya. i cleaned out his entire bathroom, so i thought. i found over 50 blades. most were a bloody mess. i don't know how long he had done this." i fight back tears as everything gets glossy
"we need to keep an eye on him that's for sure." he says while i look down at the asleep boy in my arms.
i nod
- time skip -
Izuku wakes up.
"w-wha?" he looks around at the IVs in his arms as he starts to freak out.
mr aizawa stands up and comforts him telling him he's okay.
i gently set kacchan down and walked over to the bed.
i sit down on the chair that is next to the bed. i grab his hand and i rub the back of it with my thumb.
he breathes and calms down but i see as tears fill his eyes.
"it's okay... calm down." i say to him
he looks around before shutting his eyes tightly. tears fall down his cheeks as he leans his head back.
"i-i'm sorry..." he says
"no no it's okay... just breathe." i say to him.
the doctor walks in
"oh he's awake! that's great! we do need to diagnose him with some things however." the doctor looks down at their clipboard
"okay" mr aizawa says while taking a breath in
"he has been diagnosed with... severe depression and an eating disorder."
Izukus face went kinda shocked.
"mhm... do you know if he had medication to take?" mr aizawa asks
"yes we do. i'll be right back with that." the doctor says while leaving the room
Izuku looks away from us and interlocks his fingers in mine.
"it's okay i- you'll be perfectly fine okay Izuku?" i was about to say i love him but that wasn't right with mr aizawa here
it turn my head to see Bakugo has woken up
"good morning~" i say to him with the slightest smile
he stretches and walks by mr aizawa.
"is he ok?" Bakugo asks
"ya he's fine! we just need to make sure he doesn't do that again. it scared the actual shit out of me." i say
"we also need to make sure he takes his antidepressant medication." mr aizawa continues
"well i'm gonna go change out of my... bloody clothes." Bakugo says while looking down at his brown ish red shirt
Bakugo POV
i walk out of the hospital as i walk back to our dorms. did i do this? was this all my fault? i'm a shitty boyfriend aren't i? if i could have opened the door like 5 minuets earlier instead of thinking he would open it, he would be out of the hospital already.
thousands of thoughts annoy me. god their annoying. well at least he's alive.
i walk into the main room
"hey bakubro!" kirishima says standing up
i sniffle and don't say anything. he gives me a hug and i hug back digging my face into his shoulder.
he lets go and looks at me
"go change ok? and then if you want, i can come to the hospital with you."
"o-ok. thanks kirishima..." i walked to my dorm room.
waves of guilt smashed into my brain and i couldn't take it. but i need to focus on deku. not myself.
i got changed into a black hoodie and dark blue jeans.
okay okay now i need to calm down so i don't look like a fucking cry baby. even though it his is something definitely to cry about but i need to calm down either way. when i was done i step out of my room hesitantly. i get kirishima to come with me and we go to the hospital.
"hey Deku. i brought kirishima since he offered to come." i say as we both walk over to the couch / bench.
we sit there for about 5 minutes when a doctor comes in with medicine of some sort.
"here you go. he's alright to go when this blood pump is done. you guys can wait in here. it'll only take around 10 minuets ish" the doctor says
"thank you sir" Todoroki says taking the medicine
"no problem!" he says before stepping out of the room
- time skip -
Todoroki is carrying Deku and mr aizawa me and kirishima are walking behind them.
the two were far enough ahead that they couldn't hear us
"are they dating? i don't know i just feel like they have been touchy the past few weeks." mr aizawa says
"this stays between us three ok?" was i really gonna tell them?!?
"what? and ok." kirishima says
i point to myself then to the two in front of us. kirishima's jaw dropped and it seemed like mr aizawa knew the whole time.
"S-SINCE WHEN?!?" kirishima asks
"shut up. and... for a while... Uruaka and Tenya knew cause pink cheeks can't keep a fucking secret for the life of her" i grumble
"you just now figured that out?" kirishima says with a laugh
"well that makes... more sense" mr aizawa says
- another time skip -
me deku and Todoroki are all in dekus dorm.
i told them how i told mr aizawa and kirishima.
"well that's... four people who know for sure." Deku says.
we talk for a while
"i just realized i will never be able to be a real hero. i'm just a loser..." Deku says looking at his hands
Todoroki picks him up and puts him in his lap.
"name one hero who was happy." he says
"erm... al- no... i-"
"you can't!" Todoroki says
"i can't..." he says back looking down
"i know! they will never let you be famous and happy. but i will be" Todoroki says confidently.
"that's go-"
"swear it." he holds his pinky finger out to Deku
"b-but why?"
"cause you're the reason why! now swear it~" he says
their pinky's interlock as they both lean in for a kiss.
they let go as Todoroki pinky promises me as well.
no breaking this promise
