Adopted by Magcon:Unwanted

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Spencer's POV:

I get up to my room, shut the door, move over to the other side of the hinges and slide down the wall.

I break into tears as I slide to a stop on the floor.
I thought this life would be better.
It isn't.
Yeah, the pros are I'm not treated like crap or a punching bag.
But when someone you thought cared about you, doesn't stand up for you or something, it hurts.

He really thinks he did nothing wrong.
I'm also sad because he mentioned school like it's no big deal.

Then he walks in interrupting my thoughts as the door opens and I sit on the other side of it.

"Spencer." he says sternly.
"I'm over here." I say just as sternly. Well probably not since I'm crying but I tried. It's the thought that counts right?

"Why are you acting like this?" he asks.
"Acting like what? A human?"
"You know what I mean."
"No, I don't. I thought I knew what you meant when you told me you loved me, but I guess I'm a bad judge of character.You send a lot of mixed signals Cameron Dallas."
"Spencer.Lynn.Dallas!"
"I'm not sure if I still want that name.." I cut him off.
"I told you to stop calling me my name and I meant it. I'm sick of your little sour attitude." he says slightly raising his voice.
"What do you mean, 'my sour attitude'. What about yours? I'm your daughter now. You need to deal with it. You obviously weren't and still aren't prepared as much as you thought you were."
"I've done nothing wrong Spencer!" he yells.
"You have. How could you be so blind? I was fine until you sat in the restaurant, then acted like nothing happened. I get upset too you know?!"
"Whatever. At least you're going to school tomorrow."
"That's the thing about this tour thing. I can't escape the abuse no matter where I go,"I whisper.
"What are you talking about?"

Dang it.

"I get bullied okay!?At the orphanage, I went to school, got abused mentally and physically, went back, and repeated.Now I'm gonna go on this tour, and it's going to follow me," I say as more tears fall.

He hugs me.
I don't hug him back I just sit there.

"I'm sorry I'm such a bad parent. You can do online school. I can't do much about the fans,but I'll tell them about you. I'll stand up for you, I'll do whatever I can if it means I can see you with a smile on your face."

I hug him quick and decide on a nap. He lays with me.

He probably thinks I'm asleep when I hear him talking to himself.
"What have I gotten myself into?" he whispers to himself.

After that I begin thinking the same thing myself.

I'm 2weeks clean of cutting. I'd like to keep it that way.

I just hope I can hold out..
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(A/N: In all honesty, writing this pissed me off SO BAD! Cameron is just being such a bad dad and...UGHHH!! Lol, but it makes for a good story. Every time I write a chapter, I get an idea for the next one. I'm hoping this book is longer, but we'll see how this plays out.)