Adopted by Magcon:Unwanted

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I wake up and walk out of the bathroom. I see a bunch of clothes and shoes on my bed. I walk over and read the note.

It reads,
Princess,I'm sorry. I love you so much and I'm sorry I forgot your birthday. I was being selfish. I was just excited to see the group again. I'm really sorry, and I love you a lot. Just remember that. Happy late birthday baby girl.
-Dad.

Aww! That's so cute.
He thinks that all these clothes and that note are gonna make me forgive him.

When I finish reading the note, I turn and see him smiling now sitting up with his arms out.

I retain my laugh and say," I'm not hugging you."

His smile falls and I continue,"You really thought that buying me all of this would make me forget? You'll have to try harder. For me being a person who never really had anything, this doesn't mean anything. I've learned that this stuff isn't important. And you should know that."

I just sit down and ignore his attempts to get my attention. I walk out and the first person I see is G.
I hug him and say,"Can I stay with you?"
He nods and squeezes me tighter.

The rest of them should've known that it was my birthday.
But G, I understand. We weren't that close and he still managed to say something.

I really just wanna-I don't even know what I want to do.

I'm sad, I'm angry, and I feel let down.

That really hurt me.
I just don't see how he's unfazed by this.

By the time the event is over, I find myself thinking about if I should forgive him. Nash too.I'll never be close to Nash again.
He'll do it again.

Why am I still so unwanted?