Adopted by Magcon:Unwanted

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*I apologize in advance for the profanity, but it's gettin' real.*

After Shawn left, I was a mess.

It took the thought of him promising to FaceTime me and text me when he could, as well as coming to visit me to keep me going.

I guess I jinxed myself because my phone starts ringing with a facetime from Shawn.

"Hey beautiful," he says smiling.

"Hey,"I smile back.

"I miss you,baby," he says with a fake pout on his lips.

"I miss you too," I laugh.

"You better," he laughs as well.

"When will you be back?"

He hesitates before saying,"About a month, but we have a MagCon between that."

"The Magcon's at the End of the month! Can you come back with us after?"

"Anything for you,Beautiful."

"Spencer!!!" I hear dad calling me.

"Well I gotta go," I frown.

"I love you,baby."

"I love you so much more," I say with a smile before ending the call.

I walk out of my room and carefully down the stairs to see "Dad" by the door with Tiffany the Slut standing outside of the door looking like she's in tears.

"Spencer, Tiffany has cheated on me," he says.

Damn.
Well no shit.

"Okay?" I reply.

"I wanted you to see me dump her."

I shrug impatiently and gesture for him to continue.

"Tiffany, I have no damn clue as to why you're crying, but you are nothing but a slut and I'm just seeing it. I don't know how I looked past your stripper choice in clothing and that squeaky-ass voice of yours, all the way to those bleach blond extensions. I should've known you were a gold-digger the moment I heard that phone call. So,as of now, you are to leave before I call the police and press charges for you stealing from me, you psychotic bitch."

As Tiffany leaves, Cameron decides for some reason, that it was okay for him to cry and hug me for support.

When he reaches out for the hug, I simply step to the side. It's the hurt expression on his face that makes me laugh bitterly with a bitter expression. He looks confused before I speak.

"Did you really think that after all you've done to hurt me, that I would actually be your shoulder to cry on?" I speak rather loudly, drawing all of the boys that are on the couches attention.

"Well-"

"No," I cut him off.

"I did that in front of you to make up for it."

"No. You don't get to be upset. You simply replaced me while I needed you. And everything you said at the Hospital while I was in a Coma; was bullshit. I heard it, I may not have been awake, but I recognized your voice. Hayes cheated on me on THE DAY I got back from the Hospital. And were you my shoulder to cry on? No. You were too fascinated with that bitch to actually care. You've said TWO sentences to me in the past two days besides now. You've been ignoring me. I've held all of this in for SO long. Cameron, you've done me wrong so many times and I've forgiven you each and every time because you're my DAD; and I love you. But each time I let you back in, I'm hurt again. And I'm tired of it. You say you love me, over and over again. But what I find the funniest is that every-time I forgive you, you always hurt me; either physically, emotionally, or mentally. I'm CONSTANTLY SO CONFUSED, as to your intentions. What would you have done if I hadn't awoken from my Coma? I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired and being hurt. I have feelings too! It's hilarious how you hurt me and when I express my feelings, it's always, Quit being a brat Spencer ,or, I'm So sorry Spencer, I love you so much. But I'm done with your shit. And you not caring. I hope you're having a great time realizing that you were wrong and that you're missing out, and will be missing out; because I can't afford anymore sadness. I can't do it. And one of these days, you'll realize that I won't," I say through tears.

Without giving him the chance to reply, I run upstairs and slam my door locking myself in. With my back against the door, I slide down the back of it, head in hands; and just let it out. All of my pent up sadness and emotions. I just let them all out.

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Cameron's POV:

After Spencer said what she did, a huge wave of realization hit me. I screwed up so bad. I've put Tiffany before her for no reason. I've ignored her so much.

"I'm so sorry," I say over and over.

To the guys, to Spencer's Closed door so that she can hear me, and to myself. As I drag myself up to my room.

Picturing the guys faces of shock and Spencer's face full of sadness and hurt, I slowly fall asleep.

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(A/N: This is SO depressing)