You're living your dream-traveling, capturing moments, and brightening people's days with your tweets and poetry. Yet, there's a lingering sense that something is missing, a touch of liveliness that's eluding you. As you embark on a new photography...
Daydream by Hobi was playing in the background as I danced around the kitchen, flipping pancakes for the boys. Why not treat them? After all, it's not every day I get to cook for BTS. Dusk, my almost-human cat, was sitting by my feet, occasionally bobbing her head to the beat. I swear, this cat was a wonder in more ways than one.
"Good morning, CamCam," Namjoon's deep voice called from behind, startling me out of my little groove. I turned around, spatula in hand.
"Good morning, Joonie," I greeted him, smiling as his famous dimples made an appearance. The day was already off to a good start.
"How was New York and LA?" he asked, casually leaning on the counter and taking a bite from an apple. He looked relaxed, which made me smile.
"It was great, but exhausting. Got some amazing shots for my montages and Instagram. I think my followers will love it." I shared details about my gigs and shoots, and Namjoon listened intently, nodding every now and then.
"I heard you're performing at the BBMAs," I teased, grinning wide. I'd been invited to the event by Halsey after doing a few shoots for her. She and I clicked instantly, but I hadn't told the boys yet—I wanted it to be a surprise.
"Yeah," he nodded, the corners of his mouth twitching into a smile.
"Excited?" I asked, then face-palmed myself. "Of course you're excited. That was a dumb question," I muttered, earning a chuckle from Namjoon. His laugh always sounded so warm.
"Do you want to hear 'Fake Love'?" he asked mischievously, his dimples deepening.
"No way!" I ruffled his hair playfully. "Once an ARMY, always an ARMY. I'm not using my connections to hear unreleased music early. That's cheating."
"But you listened to Hope World as soon as Hobi finished recording it," he pointed out with a smirk.
"That's different! Hobi is my best friend. I'd have heard it sooner or later. But 'Fake Love' is a BTS track. It's something you all created together. I can't be unfair." I gave him a wink before walking off to freshen up.
"Y/N?" Namjoon's voice stopped me in my tracks. I turned around, only to find him looking at me with that thoughtful gaze of his. "I missed you, CamCam."
I stood there for a moment, completely flustered. Darn it, Namjoon.
Now, you're probably wondering two things: 1) Why do they call me 'CamCam'? 2) Why do I get all red and flustered around Namjoon?
Let's start with the nickname. Hobi came up with it on my 21st birthday, back in 2015. Since I'm always carrying a camera, he randomly called me 'CamCam,' and it stuck. I even changed my Instagram handle to @camcamyn because I loved it so much. Now, the entire Bangtan calls me that.
As for the second question, well... Every ARMY has a bias, right? No matter how OT7 you are, there's always one who stands out. In my case, it was Namjoon. From the moment I met him, I couldn't help but go red every time he paid attention to me. I even asked Seokjin once if his 'embarrassed-at-attention' syndrome was contagious, but he said no, much to my dismay. Spending more time with the boys only made me realize that Namjoon was... special to me.
But enough about that.
"Noona!" Taehyung's booming voice pulled me from my thoughts. I quickly tied my hair back and made my way to the living room, where everyone was lounging on the couch, already digging into the pancakes I made.
"You guys started without me!" I mock-pouted, scanning the room. Dusk was sitting contentedly in Jungkook's lap, and I couldn't help but smile.
"Noona, there's a seat by Rap Mon hyung," Jungkook pointed out between bites, his face showing just how much he was enjoying the food.
I sat beside Namjoon, trying to stay cool and not get too flustered, especially with everyone around.
"How long will you be staying in Korea?" Seokjin asked, finishing the last bite of his pancake.
"I'm not sure, oppa. Ariel—my manager—mentioned that I might need to head to Vegas in May, but nothing's confirmed yet."
"Oh, for the BBMAs?" Suga asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Maybe," I smiled, but didn't reveal more. The surprise would be worth it.
"Thank you for letting me crash here last night," I announced as I started clearing my plate. "I should get back to my apartment and start working again."
Hobi immediately whined, while Jungkook looked at Dusk as if he didn't want to let her go.
"Hobi, you've got a busy schedule. I'd just be an extra person here," I reasoned, chuckling at Jungkook's puppy-dog eyes. "And no, Jungkook. You can't keep my girl," I laughed, scooping Dusk into my arms as he gave me his best doe-eyed look.
With that, I headed to pack my bags.
"Home sweet home," I whispered to myself as I stepped into my apartment, finally back in my own space. Dusk immediately began exploring, making sure everything was still in its rightful place.
After a couple of hours of cleaning, dusting, and airing out the place, my apartment was back to its cozy, familiar self. I lit a scented candle, turned on the soft nightlights, and opened the curtains to let the city lights of Seoul filter in.
"I missed you, Seoul," I said softly, sinking into the couch with Dusk by my side, content at last.
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@iamhalsey Ahh it's gorgeous. I miss you though ♥ | @camcamyn and I you.
@rkive the view is beautiful even though I have seen it many times, your photography makes it so much better. | @camcamyn thank you Joonie 🐨
