Just wanna

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I just wanna live life. I just wanna find someone to love me. I wanna get this fucking deal right because if this man doesn't have the money this time he's gonna be one dead son of a bitch. I wanna love Lucas. I just wanna have my daddy back. I just wanna talk to Payton and tell him to let me live. I just wanna go to South Carolina and Louisiana. I just wanna do a lot of things.

  As soon as I think of that I start thinking about Lucas. As soon as I get to thinking about Lucas without a shirt a knock comes from my door.

     "Who is it?" I yelled to the door.

      "It's Lucas. Can I come in?"

       "Yeah sure why not" I yell just loud enough for him to hear.

    He comes in looking as gorgeous as ever. I can't believe he actually like me. It's crazy because I never thought he would like me like that. Hell I never thought anyone would want me like that. "Hey so about earlier. Your brother made me realize that y'all just lost y'all dad and the main thing I was focused on was being with you. It was messed up and I shouldn't-" He couldn't finish before I cut him off by crashing my lips to his.

       He responds quickly by licking my bottom lip asking for entrance. I quickly decided on letting him. As soon as I open my mouth he rooms my mouth with his tongue. We start resting with our youngest fighting for dominance. He won and we stayed like for a while before we pull away gasping for air.

       Hunter knocked on my door saying, " Courtney my Romano is here to discuss y'all deal. He said he has to go soon so try and hurry up. You know he doesn't like waiting."  I'm fucking pissed he decides to come now out of all times. "He has the damn fucking nerve. He's late to every single one of our fucking meeting we've had." I yell at him. Lucas looks at me and says, "want me to come with?" What does he mean? Why would he have to ask? "Duh you don't even have to ask dumb-ass!" As soon as I called him a "dumb-ass" he busted out laughing. "What are you laughing at?" I ask scolding at him. His face falls. "Nothing boss." He replies quickly. "It's Courtney to you know." I reply faster than the speed of light. "Call me boss again you won't be calling me boss for much longer!" I wink at him.:)) His face was priceless.

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