I Still Love You

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            I hear beeps as I start to open my eyes.I see I am in a white room. And then I see him Calum. He has tears in his eyes and is holding my hand. He sees that I am awake. But is this really reality.

         "Michael Thank God your awake know. I was so scared I had lost you. Let me go tell the others then we can talk.But first..." He says as he gets up.

                He lends over me our lips are so close but yet so far. I still think I'm dreaming. I feel his soft lips touch mine and he kisses me. Omg this is real I left my hand and put my fingers through his hair and kiss him back. Dam I miss him so much. We both part while looking into each others eyes breathless.

        He gives me the best smile ever. Then it's like everything shatters. Harry was standing by the door. He had saw us kiss. I am so stupid to have kissed Calums. And why was he here and wait why am.I in a hospital. All these emotions cause me to get overwhelmed.

  

               I see I have a IV on. Oh No...No..No that means I will be gaining all the weight I had lost. I take the stupid thing off. I get up and Calum and Harry are watching me with worry and shock on their faces. I stand up the floor is so cold. Then I run to the bathroom locking it.I turn the sink on and start to put my finger down my throat. All those days without eating,the diet,the throwing up would have all been for nothing. I start to throw up what little I have in my stomach. Then I turn off the  water that's in the sink.

    

             Calum and Harry are knocking on the door. The first words that come out of my mouth makes the other side of the door quite.So dam quite. Like time stopped.I say them again.

        "I AM TOO FAT!I AM TOO FAT NO ONE IS GOING TO LOVE ME LIKE THIS!"

            "Michael don't do this. I Still Love You.I never stopped loving you. Do you think.it was easy for me to love too people. I Love You So Dam Much. When the Ashton ans Luke called me telling me how you have been acting I had to come. I miss you so much Michael. Sure everyone thought I was ok. Why because I put on the fake smile for them.

               When you left I was a wreck. I started to um..." By That point Calum had started crying.

    

          He still loved me. He loved both of us. What did he do. Why can't he finish his sentence. Then I opened the door to see Calums  crying. He was tugging down on his sleeves. I didn't see Harry he must have left. I walked over to him and hugged him.

            That's when the nurse had came in with Luke,Ashton and Lisa right behind her.Wow Lisa is here to. I felt so fat. She looked at me with tears and worry in her eyes. They all looked that way. The nurse told me to sit back on the bed as I was hugging Calum.

  

              "Calum I can't it will make me fat Calum please please just take me home. And I will ok. Just please don't don't let her make me get more fat then I am already."I had whispered it but I guess everyone had heard it.

          

             "You need to get better Michael. You are not fat." Claim says as he pulls away from the hug. "You need to get better. "

           I am so done with this shot. I just want to leave. I start walking out of my room. Everyone is in shock and wondering what is going on. I grab my close and storm out of the room. I have gain so much weight already. I need my diet pills. I need to jog do something to lose this weight. I probably look like an elephant right now. As I am about to walk out the front doors of the hospital I see the same girl from last time.

            "Michael are you ok? You look like a ghost. Are you a ghost like me. Well like an Angel helping people to where they need to go? Wait you have a dark presents to you now Michael. Look at yourself. You need to go back to your friends and your one true love. Michael you need light. Here have some of mine." Her voice is so small but her words are so powerful. I take the light and feel peaceful.

  

      That's when I wake up in a hospital room. It was all a bad nightmare.Well a good one too. I look around and see Calum with his hands on my hands. At least this part is real.

       "C...Claim is th..that you? "I say in a raspy voice.

          He looks up his eyes are puffy from crying. And smiles at me while pressing a button that is beside my bed.

        "Michael it's me. I am so happy your awake. You have been in a coma for 2 weeks. Michael I Still Love You!"Calum says as he looks into my eyes.

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Authors Note

So it was all just a dream. But one think that was so true was that Calum did stay at his side while he was in the coma and he Still Loved him.
Lisa also stayed by his side too. But you'll find that out next chapter. And what's going on with Harry too.

Sorry if I made anyone cry . Buys you all pizza.

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