It's been three days since I woke up. Today is the day I go to Treatment. Calum,Ashton,Luke and Lisa are all going to drive me. At least I get out of these clothes. Well actually it's just a blue hospital gown but hey I'm Punk Rock so I make it look Awesome!
As I change I realize I am wearing my old clothes. Skinny Jeans that are dark blue. And Luke let me borrow his You Complete Me t shirt. I fix my hair and walk out.
" Hey you ready go get out of here? We have your guitar and some stuff.So you can write whatever. Maybe a great song. I mean is you want." Calum says while placing his hand into mine. Lisa did the same to Calum's hand.
"Michael we are going the back way. Because One Direction is on their way. They brought their fans with them." Luke said while rolling his eyes.
" I'll take care of it Luke. Take everyone to the back. I have my car I'll meet.you at the center." Ashton says then looks at Luke who just nods and kisses him on the lips before we leave.
I give Ashton a hug and we all walk out the room. Lately he has been Idk quieter then he normally is. I think he knows I'm scared of what will happen. Everyone tells me that it will be ok. Maybe they are right.I squeeze Calum's hand and he looks at me and smiles.
As we get into the parking lot I see that it's raining. Lisa opens an Umbrella and it covers all of us. She walks to a rent a car and Calum goes in the driver's seat while Lisa sits next to him.Luke opens the passenger door and I slide in. As she starts the car Luke puts his head on my shoulder. I raise my eye brow and look into the mirror. Calum smiles and mouths he misses you and hasn't slept.
I smile then nod.
" Luke your a great friend. I'm sorry for..."He looks up and shakes his head and say "Shut Up Michael." Then smile and goes back to putting his head on my shoulder.
"You should sleep too. It's along trip. I love you Mikey." Calum says and blows me a kiss.
I close my eyes and drift off to sleep. I start to wake up. I yawn and see we are stopped. Luke is starting to wake up too. Calum and Lisa are not in the car. I look around and see that we are at a rest stop.
" Where are we Michael?"Luke says in a raspy voice.
" I think a rest stop. I need to stretch and use the restroom. What about you?" I ask Luke.
Luke nods and looks at his phone. I see he went from happy to mad. He started to look for the rest room and had me standing there. I didn't really need to go to the restroom so I just stretched and stared feeling dizzy so I sat down. Then closed my eyes abit.
"You ok ?We got you some food." Lisa said.I looked up and see Pepperoni pizza. I feel disgusted. I can't eat that pizza will make me fat.
She puts the plate next to me. I push it back.Then she keeps doing it. I start getting annoyed. Doesn't she know I don't want it. I push it one last time. I so upset.
"WHAT THE FUCK! I DON'T WANT A FUCKING PIZZA! CAN'T YOU TAKE A HINT! I'M OUTTA HERE. "I screamed got in the driver's side and left her there with her mouth open.I just drove to the other side of the rest stop. I took deep breaths. I hear my phone. I grab it and answer it.
( F = Fan M= Michael)
M= Hello
F= You Michael?
M= Yes. Who is this?
F= I'm a 1D Fan I got your number from Harry. I.wanted to say I think you sing great and I think you should write a song about love. And I look up to you because you aren't afraid to get help. Because of you I am getting help too. I'm anorexic and today I'm going to get help.Then she hung up. How did she know? Then my phone starts ringing with Twitter ,kik ,notifications, and phone calls. I look at my Twitter first. And wow 1D fans are writing get well we are behind you. Harry is an ass. My kik was the same way.
"Michael Hello you ok? "Luke ask me as we walks towards the car. I don't feel good. I feel overwhelmed and dizzy. I just sit and shake my head. This is too much a little girl is inspired by me. Wants me to write a song.Luke helps me out of the car. I get in the back and give him my phone as it keeps ringing. I close my eyes.
" Luke get me to the center Now. Not later NOW I NEED TO TALK.TO SOMEONE." I scream the last part.
" Calm down I'm hear talk to me.What's wrong? Michael I'm calling for help.if you don't talk to me. God Michael your my best friend you can talk to.me. Why are you pushing everyone away. We all care about you. We are all by your side through this.
Just talk to me." He says calmly. He hugs me and when he lets go I breakdown.I tell him everything. How I stopped eating how Calums is back and I'm happy how food is disgusting. How I would use the toothbrush to throw up and now I don't need it. And what just happened with Lisa and the 1D fans.
" Michael it was Ashton. He told everyone about you. When we left he confronted the guys from 1D. He talked to their fans. Told them to pray for you. Their is even a twitcam. See we all are behind you Michael."Luke says with tears in his eyes. I look up with tears in my.own eyes looking at Calum and Lisa.
"I"m sorry Lisa. It's just hard...hard to eat right now. Calum I'm sorry. Luke take us to the center so I can get help.And I mean it this t..ti.... time!"" Sure let me just calm my nerves before driving.I'm happy you mean it Michael.And I am sure everyone forgives you we are all behind you Michael!" Luke said.
That's when I knew he was saying the truth they were all behind me.They all want me to get better. And I will I just need to get to the treatment center.
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Author's Note
I hope you all understand this chapter. It's how he is feeling and how he starts pushing everyone away. Also how Ashton Sweet Ashton making a big difference in how Michael's life will end up.It's crazy how one positive comment can change your day.
Next Chapter will be Ashton's POV and Michael's.
This story will be coming to an end soon.
Let me know how you like it so far. And please Vote and share this story .Also check out the kid in the video singing Count on me. It sorta goes with this chapter and he did great singing it. :)
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