Sandbox hatred

Cheater

TW: Nick
TW: Rape
TW: blades
TW: mention self harm and manipulation

Carmens POV:
     After practice I went home and blasted music in my room while I tried to sketch a really weird.... demon avocado? It looks weird and has spikes on it but it made me laugh after I drew it. I heard a knock downstairs so I went to open the door and....

Nick? "What are you doing here?" I speak. "Well I just went on a date with Jayden but I told her I had to go to my grandmas house" I look at him confused. "I most certainly am not your grandma Nick."

I gave him a skeptical look. He just smiled at me and said "well I couldn't help but notice your beauty at the field and I was wondering if you wanted to see a movie sometime soon" he looked at me checking me out kind of. That question came out of nowhere. What game was he playing? Is this a joke? So many things rushing through my head. "No Nick, you have a girlfriend and I am not interested."  I say uncomfortably. Yet deep down it felt strange saying Nick has a girlfriend co-word for Jayden. And then it hit me, she doesn't know and she doesn't deserve this monstrosity no matter how much she can be frustrating she does not need this scumbag.

"Come on no one has to know baby" he said and I cringed cause I don't like when people call me that. It's just weird. "No Nick" I glared at him. He walked closer to me and kissed below my ear. "Nick stop it. Your probably drunk." I tried to push him off me when he moved to my neck and started giving me a hickey. "Stop or I swear to god I'll cut off your tiny dick with a blade while your sleeping you idiotic asshole." He stoped and then looked at me. "It's not tiny trust me.." he said and then he started unzipping his pants. I got scared. And normally I don't get scared but do you blame me?

     I looked at him terrified and tried to get him away from me but he had me up against the wall. He then kissed me and tried to use his wet warm rough tongue but I bit him. "You little bitch" he spat. "Jayden doesn't deserve you! You fucking rapist!" I yell. He grins and then he aligned that spot and I tried so hard to push him away I hit him across the face. I struggled. I tried. I tried so hard.

I was out of options. He hit me and said "what you'll be screaming my name babe. And you'll thank me" and I cringed. "No way In hell you-" he cut me off by pulling down my pants and pumping it into me- I have to do something. It feels so bad I don't like it "stop it!" I screamed. He didn't listen so I reached to my pocket. I yelped for help. It felt so disgusting. The pumping... stop. Stop. Stop.

A/n: Dick. You fucking dick. Go die. Go rot. You don't deserve a tombstone motherfucking piece of dogshit. 

     I pulled out a pair of scissors and I stabbed his cheekbone. That's gotta hurt asshole. He backed away from me holding his face in pain well I ran. I didn't know where to go. I pulled up my pants quickly, disgusted help. Help. I can't think. and I ran all the way to Jaydens house. Why am I here. Why the fuck am I here?

I knocked as my hands shake. She opened the door and normally I would hate to see that face but I just need someone. She looked confused "what's wrong Carmen?" She said. "N-Nick." I tried to say as fast as possible. "What about him?" She didn't know what I was talking about. Great. "Can I just use your shower?" She looked at me weirdly. "Yeah it's upstairs to the right." I nodded and went upstairs. When I got in the bathroom I shut the door and stripped myself of all my clothes as quickly as I could.

     I got inside the shower and started running the water.  I just needed to be clean. I could still feel him in me. I cried and let the water hit me. I cried. I cry so much. I can't breathe. Or focus. My breath is like. Slow and I keep almost inhaling or coughing.

Why did he do that. Why go for me when he has the most beautiful girl in the world.

When I got out I wrapped a towel around me and sat on ground for a few minutes. Jayden would never believe me, it's her own boyfriend. Of course she wouldn't believe a bitch like me. no one ever has...