They both have a very strong opinion on one another. Carmen Oryian and Jayden Blank. Both sandbox enemies. But what happens when one night goes to shit for Carmen. Trauma. She wishes she could be closed off of the world. But Jayden is there. She's t...
I knew she wasn't straight. I know what I'm doing to her right now. That's why in the moment I lay my head on her chest and lazily throw my hand around her waist. Yup, I'm definitely gonna get a goods night rest.
When I'm in her arms everything seems unreal.
I sleep
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when I awake I'm in her arms and she's still fast asleep. We are almost late for school so I shake her gently.
"Jayden" I whisper yell trying to wake her up without being mean. No answer.
"Jayden" I say a little louder. Still no answer. Her eyes opened so I could tell she is fake sleeping.
I roll my eyes "if you don't get up I'll push you off the bed." She sits up on her elbows and looks at me.
"You wouldn't do that." She says in her morning voice. I throw a pillow at her but she catches it.
I don't have time for this. I'll be late for school. I mentally sigh cause I'll have to say goodbye soon. Honestly, who wants to leave their friend/crush for 7 hours of school time.
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I'm wearing this outfit for today:
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After we get ready we get into the car and she drops me off at school. "Bye" she says. "Bye" I go to walk off but I turn around quickly and do these awkward finger guns. "By the way, you look pretty today." I smile and turn around. Then I almost trip.
I don't think she noticed. I turn around and she's already gone.
God you're a fool, I think to myself.
I walk into the big building to start school. Here's how the day goes. Boys randomly and pathetically trying to flirt with me. Girls who either hate me for being a lesbian or have a secret crush on me.
Last year I got at least 5 girls and 3 boys asking to be my Valentine. The others are scared of me. Kinda reminds me of that trend (oh my god that little kid is hardcore goth! Hardcore goth.) like I'm not even that intimidating. But no one tries to have a conversation with me anyways so, I mentally shrug.
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I felt like shit by the time the day was over.
I got home by the bus, I started to plan the party cause my parents weren't home. They went in a trip to Pennsylvania for a work trip.
They are gone for two more days. Tons of red plastic cups for soda/water. I set up snacks like chips/ and other random stuff. I grabbed a speaker from my room for music. And I grabbed some bottles filled with beer and put them on the top shelf in case anyone wants some.
