They both have a very strong opinion on one another. Carmen Oryian and Jayden Blank. Both sandbox enemies. But what happens when one night goes to shit for Carmen. Trauma. She wishes she could be closed off of the world. But Jayden is there. She's t...
I was straddling her lap with my hands entangled in her hair while I kissed her.
This is gonna end badly.
What's Nick gonna think of this. Or Sabrine...
I almost shivered at the thought of her.
We pulled away for air and I looked down at her.
"That was... weird?" She said. "Never kissed a girl?" I asked. She shook her head. "I understand if this is a one time thing." I said. "Listen..." she started.
"I like this... but my dad will think differently from this, Nick will do something stupid, I think I'm straight, we are better off as friends Carmen." I nodded.
I just didn't want Sabrine finding out about this. Who knows what she would do to Jayden.
Her words broke my heart but they also made sense.
I got off of her lap carefully. "Lets forget this happened?" I ask. She looked down and up at me "yes." She sounded disappointed almost? I must be imagining things.
"You can um. Watch anything on the tv. I'm gonna get changed. Don't look." She nodded and grabbed the tv remote.
When I walk over to my closet I see a photo on the top that I still keep there:
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She is a teammate that was on my team. Well. That was my team before I quit. She's my ex girlfriend Sabrine. My first girlfriend.
I loved her. At least I think I did. Sometimes love is an illusion to loneliness. She became ultimately and utterly obsessed with me. She didn't let me talk to anyone. She broke my phone when I called my mom one time. She tried to move in with me without my permission. She also was manipulative and seductive. She guilt tripped me many times and I couldn't help but believe her.
If she found out I was with another. Even liked another. Well... 'if she can't have me then no one can' she used to always say.
I crumpled the photo in disgust and disappointment then put on the hoodie Jayden had gave me. The burnt orange one on the night I got raped. Bad memories. Yet it still smells like her.
I put the hood on and changed into shorts. When I went back to the bed she smiled at me in her hoodie. "Wanna go to a party today? No drinking I promise you." She asked.
"Depends who's is it?" I question. "I don't know. It's this one blonde girl I met on your team. I didn't ask for her name but she seems nice." I mentally die.
"She invited me and I was gonna bring you as a plus one. Pleaseeee. We don't have to stay long." She asks. "Fine." I watched her whole expression light up and that made my day so much happier.
