HINDSIGHT

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I drew circles on his hand. “I mean it, Theodore. I am grateful to have you.” I solemnly mumbled. I played with his hand to distract myself from his intense gaze. I feel awkward. He reached for my chin and lifted my face. He made me face him. “I am grateful, too.” Mahina kong tinulak ang mukha niya palayo. He chuckled which sent shivers down my spine. I adjusted myself in my seat and crossed my legs. Medyo nakaramdam ako ng init sa pagitan ng hita ko. 

I noticed the spark that kindled in Theo’s eyes when he took a glance at my very exposed legs. Now I feel so exposed, literally and figuratively. I felt my cheeks burning. “You know,” napatingin ako kay Theo when he spoke deliberately. “I wanna ask you something.” I saw how his Adam's apple moved when he swallowed. “What is it?” Did he see through me? I hope not. “I'm gonna be bold. Kanina ko pa napapansin,” tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. He beckoned me so I leaned forward. “Are you seducing me? ‘Cause if you are, I am seduced.” He whispered in my ears, his voice was hoarse and his breath was hot. 

I felt goosebumps and a slight tingle in my womanhood. That was so fucking sexy. “What do you think?” I whispered back and brushed my lips on his cartilage. I saw how his lips formed a smug grin. “Well, I think you are.” He whispered seductively and stared at me intensely. Binalik ko ang tingin niya. “You're correct. I am seducing you, mister.” I lifted my left hand and ran my two fingers on his chest up to his face. I cupped it and grazed my forefinger on his lips. He nuzzled on my palm as he closed his eyes, feeling my touch. I felt his blazing hand on my leg, rubbing, squeezing, kneading. 

I leaned forward and claimed his lips when he lifted his gaze from my legs onto my eyes. I kissed him slowly at first, but there was an undertone of eagerness and hunger. I never felt this kind of desire in my entire life. My stomach coiled. “Hmph!” I whimpered when his touch almost reached my inner thigh. He took that opportunity to slide in his tongue and deepen the kiss. His hand that was resting on the table earlier went to my breast up to my nape. He pulled me in a gentle, but aggressive way, and I almost sat on his lap. Nakatayo na ako ngayon while his other hand that was playing with my thigh before is now on my waist. I encircled my arms around his neck. 

“Damn!” I whispered huskily between our kisses and returned it eagerly. I was out of breath when he lifted me by my back thighs and placed me on the stainless table. He pulled a playful act with my tongue. He was like devouring my whole lips and tongue. He sucked earnestly on my tongue and chewed on my lower lip. Both of his hands went up from my thigh, to my waist, and finally, to my breast, but he halted over there. I pulled away from his lips and looked at him. “Why?” I asked, looking at him confused. “Touch me.” I whispered when I saw his eyes asking permission. I reached for his hands and guided it. My palms are over the back of his hand. I squeezed his hands and I felt my undying desire that longs for his caresses burned through my whole being when he kneaded my breast harder than I did. My sensitivity is being blazed.

He nodded and claimed my swollen lips once again. He massaged my breast in circle motions and in a slow manner that made me ache for more. I coveted this. “Ahh!” I purred and I felt him smile. “Moan for me, El.” He uttered between our lips. I nodded my head like a child and enveloped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I pulled him in closer and I felt something hard brushed against my delicate being. I heard him groan when that happened. It was my turn to grin. “Music to my ears.” I said to him “Fuck!” and I moaned loudly when he kneaded my breast hard. He scoffed upon my reaction. 

He pulled his lips apart from mine and went to my cheek, down to my ear. He bit it tauntingly and went further to my neck. He stayed there for a while, licking, kissing, and sucking. “Aw!” I uttered when he bit a skin on it. “Sorry.” He whispered huskily. My hand went up to grab his hair when his hands pushed into the top I was wearing and unclasped the hooks of my bar. I am wearing a square neck cropped top. His wet kisses flew to my chest. He kissed, licked, and sucked to get a taste of it. His hands were playing with my nipples, circling, pulling, pinching. I whimpered again as my stomach coiled, my womanhood prickled, and my whole system quivered in response to his touch. It was as if I was being ignited.