Mr strangers ||Vminkook

9-the land of no return

Jungkook pov

I slowly opened my eyes to the room but instead of light i was met with a pitch black,i peer into the dark world and the heaviness of loneliness pressing down on me.

I blink rapidly trying to figure out where I am and stretch my leg trying to take a step but only to felt an ache of solitude in my bones as i was being held down by an invisible chain holding me down.

my fingers reached out desperately for help and I tried to scream but my head was under water and that's when i felt the heaviness of a hand raking my body and i started hearing a deafening echoes of laughter wraps it's fingers around my throat and a sharp pain hit me bringing me to the land of darkness but this time it filled with light bringing me a tiny hope which crush immediately when i open my eyes and found different kind of people in white grinning evilly down at me while i was laying there helplessly with many machine attached to my bodies.

and what my eyes does is to forced me to watch their dangerous presence abusing my fragile body and I'm too weak too paralyzed and too sleepy to break my self free from their wicked experiment on me but I was hopeless and helpless.

But in that moment i felt someone calling my name and that someone drag me out from the land of darkness i was in and breathe a life to my wreckage soul and filled my lifeless heart with an emotions and i was happy for a long time because of him.

like a dumb boy i am,i became too happy and carefree that forgot i can never find happiness since I'm a boy who was created to just be broken.

And i started to be afraid of losing you as my feelings began to grow for you and i started praying to God to at least let me keep you but I have no idea that the you my saviour who found me is also the one who came to leave me behind and crash down my world just by saying a five words and that is.

"Kook i love park jimin"

you says and crushed the me who was hanging on because of you and from that moment on.i was living my life without me.

I bolt up in my bed as i blink my eyes opened with my hands shaking from anxiety as i slip out of my bed and crawl to my life saver sparkling on the nightstand waiting to be used.

I quickly took the inhaler and inhaled it and i started feeling my breathing getting calmier as i relaxed more and more with a numb feeling overcame me as i culled myself as ball and my empty eyes stare up at the ceiling everything felt so numb this mornings as I look at my wounded state in the mirror and I wish i was never born.

Right now i was feeling the urge to kill someone but i decided not to since i have a more interesting prey in front of me which i want to hunt.

And especially when today is my first day at my new school which is extremely going to be fun.

I made my way to the bathroom,i turned on the water and stepped in not caring what temperature the water as I stood under the spray of water to rinse off the suds.

My empty eyes darted to the mirror and let out a broken sigh i was just too tired of struggling everyday with my life i wish i could just die already but not until i have my sweet revenge and dragged the two male with me to hell because that is the only way i can die in peace.

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Taehyung stare softly at the nightlife through his room and a sigh escaping his lips at yesterday encountered with jungkook.