/✔𑁍 Mistakes Change Fate 𑁍✔/𝙹𝙹𝙺

Chapter 34

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(𝕊𝕠𝕖 𝕐𝕖𝕠𝕟 𝕡𝕠𝕧)

"What does that mean?" I ask, gulping as I look at the gun.

"By now I think we all know I never loved you," her smile drops, pointing at my father with a small frown, "And that everything you've ever bought me was headache, I had to take care of you and act like the good wife you've wanted. Yet you've never satisfied me, did you?"

"And I ain't looking for an apology right now, and I don't want one either. Notice how everything you want you always get, your daughter is right in front of you, and you're wish has been to meet her for the past few years. But I am tired of you."

A small metal slips between her fingers when she picks it up from the floor, loading the gun and sitting done on the chair behind her.

"I am tired if all of you, but especially you."

I don't speak, my fingers twitch when I see her hold the gun up to her face. I hate her, I don't know what she's gonna do, and I don't want to imagine what could possibly happen right now. I look to my father, he looks terrified, and in this moment, I've never felt more sorry for him.

What if it were never his fault to begin with, and it was my fault? My mother dying wasn't his fault, nor was it mine, but I felt a bit better every time I balmed it on him, it felt like there was nothing to worry about cause he was always the cause of every problem that I had to face. But he had nothing to do with any of my problems truthfully.

"C-can we talk about this," I stutter, trying to form a smile as I look at her, "His inky problem was that I was away from him, and that isn't really his fault you know? Can you not do anything stupid for once and just leave us alone, we'll give you whatever you want."

"oh?" she laughs, "Weren't you the same daughter that was mad at him like a few minutes ago, weren't you the same one that said you hated him, that blamed him for everything? Cause as far as I know, you are."

"Here," she hands me the gun once again, moving behind me as she pulls my hair over to one side, "Do you have anything left to say to him?"

I stay quite, my hands start slightly shaking as she puts her hands over mine. I feel her smirk as she places her chin above my shoulder and just inches away from my neck. She pulls my hands together and slowly aims to point the gun at my dad.

"Your dad might like you now," she whispers into my ear, "But he also was the one that mentally abused your mom into thinking he's in love with her. He's the one that would make your mom cry to sleep, but poor little Seo Yeon understood nothing cause she was too young."

"He never loved you Seo Yeon, he's always lying to you, he's always leaving you, he never pays attention to you, he hurts you. Are people who love you meant to hurt you?"

She pauses, I don't know weather she's waiting for a response or just stayed quite for my own good, but either way I didn't want to answer. In front of me, my dad was shaking, he looked like he was going to faint if this wasn't to end.

"You're not going to answer?" she hums, "But look at him, he needs a response, he looks like he's go an die without it. But don't worry, of course we'll give him one."

She pulls the trigger, and that's when I started panicking, I never wanted any of this to happen, I was glad when I had nothing to do with my dad, when I ran away, when I had no one to ask about me and worry when I was upset or sick.

But there was someone who was genuinely worried about me when I got upset and sick, yet all I managed to do was hurt him and push him away.

I snap back into reality when Chaeyoung interrupts my step mother.

"Dude, you never said any of this was go an happen," she stutters, "Put the gun, down it ain't safe"

She doesn't respond, instead her smile grows wider.

"Soe Yeon, look at him," she cups my cheeks in her hand making me look at him, "He's the same guy that cheated on your mom and had her losing all kinds of faith she ever had in him. Wasn't he the one that made her commit suicide too?"

My head hurts, I don't understand what she says, nor do I know what to do either, my hands are shaking, I am sobbing, a few tears leaving my eyes. My expression changed, did she say commit suicide?

I look up at her in disbelief, shaking my head as I try to free myself from her hand, but I don't realise how weak I am.

"Stop," I whisper, "Please stop, l-leave me alone, it hurts, please let go," my sobs become louder when she looks down at me, the gun aiming towards my father.

Her grip become stronger, and in no time I was laying on the floor with her foot on my hand.

"You can't do it yourself? Okay, I'll do it then."

She shoots, and I flinch so hard I stop breathing. I want to look up and see what happened, but I can't bring myself to do that. She didn't actually shoot him, she couldn't have, she's only threatening us, she doesn't mean any of this.

The door suddenly opens, either she left, or Charyoung did, either way I can't stand up, nor can I look at my dad. My whole bosy hurts and I feel like my mind has shut down, I can't breath or talk.

"Seo Yeon!" I hear a faint call of my name, which makes me flinch a bit, I try to look up at whoever was calling me.

That was until I got a glimpse of him.

The blood was reaching out to my legs, his body fallen on the floor face first with blood coming out from his head. I don't feel myself when I stand up and run up to him, getting both my hands dirty when I start shaking his body.

"D-dad?" I call out to him, checking if he's still breathing, but it doesn't look like he is.

I panic, my head starts shaking when I feel arms holding me back from him.

"Dad, dad please don't go, I am sorry, " I yell at him, reaching out once again but nothing works, he's not going to respond, "I am sordu please come back. I will never leave again please come back."

I feel hands on my face, tearing my vision away from my dead father. Jungkook. I am not sure what to do, or what to say, so I just stare at him and start crying. I lost him, he's never going to come back again, if only I hadn't run away none of this would be happening, if only I looked up when I heard the gunshot he wouldn't be dead now. If only I tried to stop her when she was going to shoot him, he would've been safe and sound, and we wouldn't went back home and lived the rest of our lives happy together. But I didn't.

"Jungkook, please help him, he can't breathe, call teh ambulance and tell them to help him, please," his finger moves towards my lips, making me stop talking, I cry harder when he shakes his head and mumbles a small sorry.

What now? He's gone with no goodbyes, I didn't even get to tell him I loved him, instead I blamed him for everything that was my fault.

"N-no," iove his finger awya from my lips, hugging him tightly, "I am sorry, I couldn't help him myself, I was too selfish to do any of that, all I ever cared about was my self, I never did anything to make any of the people around me happy. Jungkook I am sorry you had to love me, I am so sorry. "

"Shhhh," he says, "I am sorry I didn't come here any sooner."

"I am sorry you're always going through crap because of me," I sob into his chest, "I shouldn't have said or done anything to make anyone upset but that's exactly what I do. I love you Jungkook, please don't leave me life everyone else did."

I feel my head hurt as I pull away from the hug, it smells like blood, and it's making me sick. I try to walk away and out of the room, but before I manage to turn around, my vision turns black.

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Pls- I love jungkook <3