HEMOPHILLIA [vkook]

36: heartbeat

[friday]

Location: ? - 10:12 pm

'where am i?'

'huh?'

he looked around seeing a grey ceiling with a dim light lighting the room up enough to look around, but not too bright to disturb a sleep. He did not recognize all this. slowly he turned his head, feeling pain all over when he did. There were monitors next to him and a scary machine. 'a..hospital?' he thought and pushed himself up in a sitting position winching and groaning when he felt an intense pain through his body. in his arm were fires and on his chest. He frowned trying to think. 'what...what happend?'. he held a hand on his head as he dug into his memories. a gasp left his lips when the images came back, he remembered the heat, the panic, the fear, the fall, the pain....Jungkook....'Jungkook!'. his eyes widened and he pulled off the wires, being a bit more careful with his arm. He looked around in a panic, he did not see Jungkook anywhere. Ignoring his body telling him to lay back down he got off the bed falling to his knees almost immediately. "no.....j-jungkook.....koo" taehyung mumbled to himself, his voice raspy. He was thirsty, he was hungry. Everything was too heavy. but he had to find jungkook. Was he dead? Was he alive?. Taehyung didn't even know where he was himself. but he knew he couldn't stay here, he had to find jungkook. even if he was dead. With shaking limbs he pushed himself back up and walked to the door supporting himself by leaning against the wall. he felt so weak.

"jung...kook..." he mumbled to himself multiple times while he walked through the hallway, there was no one here besides him as far he could see, taehyung entered the first room he saw almost falling inside when he didn't expect the door to fly open that easy. he held tightly onto the doorpost and looked inside. his whole body just gave up right there as he fell down. He saw Jungkook laying on the bed with many wires attached to his arms and chest. His face was patched up and bruised, so was his torso and arms. He looked bad. Taehyung's heart was going so fast, he was panicking from seeing his husband like that he did not want it to be like this. "j-jungkook...jungkook.....kook...."

"Oh my god! taehyung, what did you do?!" a male and rather familiar voice said. Taehyung felt himself being pulled up and supported when he stood straight. "You shouldn't have gotten out of bed, you're not ready yet"

"no...jungkook.." Taehyung said looking at his husband who had his eyes closed while he was being pulled out of the room. His body is not letting him fight back. "jungkook....jungkook!"he shouted suddenly, finding a way to raise his voice and trash around a bit. but the man held him tightly and guided him back to the room he came from. "Let me go...jungkook!"

"Hey, hey. It's okay. it's me seokjin, i'm a doctor. I'm just here to help, " Soekjin said, trying to calm the boy who somehow unexpectedly woke up from his coma. He was having a nap when the alarm suddenly went off form the disconnecting to the heart monitor. he was very surprised to find the bed empty when he came to check in a hurry.

"Seokjin?" taehyung said his eyes looking at the doctor.

"yes, that's me. Let's just focus on you now okay? sit here for me" he said and helped the boy to sit on the bed covering him with the blanket by resting it over his shoulders. it would be too cold for him to just walk without a shirt around the basement hospital.

"Jungkook.....is he okay? is he alive?"

"Jungkook is alive...kind of. but he is in a coma.."

"c-coma?" taehyung said shocked and teared up. "no, it can't..." he refused to believe it,, but he knew that it must be true, it was already like magic that they even survived that fall, taehyung was sure he saw jungkook dead that moment before he lost his own consciousness. He really thought they didn't make it. but he was alive...but jungkook wasn't. Taehyung wanted to go back to sleep.

"You were in a coma too...for quite a while. its been over two weeks"

"two..weeks.."

"how are you feeling?"

"pain.."

"Okay it's good you feel something, your brain must have gotten a bad hit but it seems you are fine. I did some small tests but I want to check you up to see if you need any other treatment now before I do or attach anything new to your body." Seokjin said. Taehyung just nodded, his mind stuck at the image of Jungkook in front of him lifeless, and now the new image of Jungkook on the hospital bed, still not moving.

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[11:00 pm]

Seokjin had finished his check up and Taehyung seemed better than when he came here. He only needed to rest a lot. but now he needed food first. Seokjin had prepared an easy meal, soup. He promised the boy to let him see jungkook for a moment if he ate something and will take it easy. Seokjin had given him a shirt of his own so the boy would have some clothing.

"It's good" taehyung said sipping the soup, he ate all of it quickly. he was very hungry so the food was delicious to eat. he game seokjin a little smile. "two weeks huh...what happened while I was out?"

"Well, the police are investigating the scene I took you two from. when you two fell I had been ordered to take away the bodies but I could still hear a heartbeat. I lied to them saying you two were dead and took you two here. I hoped to be able to save you..I'm glad I managed to save at least one of you." Soekjin sighed.

"Jungkook will make it too...right?"

"I'm not sure Taehyung, he may be strong and all but the fall did him badly. You can go see him now if you want. I will make you a new bed."

"okay..." Taehyung looked so sad and defeated when he heard it. With a deep breath he stood up and walked back to Jungkook's room, feeling a bit better on his legs the more he walked and the longer he was awake. it felt so strange pissing a full two weeks. but that didn't matter now. He had to see jungkook.

"Koo '' Taehyung said when entering the room, slowly he walked to the side of the bed and kneeled down grabbing jungkook's hand which felt limp and different. it wasn't touching him gently, it wasn't holding him possessive and protectively. it wasn't caressing him. The boy sniffled and placed a kiss on Jungkook's hand, then on the wedding ring, the ring which still had some dried blood on it. Seokjin must have missed that spot.

"Dont leave me alone, wake up '' Taehyung said as he looked at the face of his husband. "If you die I wont ever forgive you. we were supposed to die together! don't you dare break our promise!" he felt the tears roll down his cheeks and gave jungkook's hip a punch, not caring if it hurt the other or not. He hated that jungkook was not with him right now but in a come between life and death. "You better wake up" he rested his head against the side of the mattress, not letting go of his husband's weak hand.

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i cry. thank you for reading, see you in the next update!

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