AMBUL

~ 4. Certain things're out of control ~

Y/n: Chanyeol
I finally spoke it out but not as tough as I expected, as I was already weak under his influence

Y/n: Chanyeol
I pulled out that word and called him again. Only snorts came out of his pouting lips

Y/n: Park Chanyeol
I called out his surname clearly and loudly. But I got no reply. That made me think if he's doing it on purpose

* I don't wanna call out his name again *
I feared if I called him again it'd be the permission for him to enter my heard like " open sesame ". The gate opened after Alibaba demanded that words thrice. I was freaking afraid at a potty thing

Chanyeol: Yes, Park Y/n
He mentioned something I'd never agreed out of blue. It's logical but not exceptive. In front of my wonderful and angry eyes, I saw him opening his. As I expected, his eyes looked like he was hearing me from the first time

Y/n: Don't call me like that
I roughly pushed him off and escaped from his arms. He went up while his eyes figuring out what made me angry Still stupidity never left his face

Chanyeol: Why?
Again, he asked another stupid question. After all those events happened frantically and hysterically, he still wondered why I didn't like him. He should be more clever

Y/n: My surname is not Park. It's Oh. My father is Oh Dohyung
I was formal and straightforward more than he could ever imagined. Then, I saw him clicking his tongue as he frustrated at my answer. And also a dark aura was rotating around his body till it transfered goosebumps to each bones of my body. He walked towards me with a blank and flat expression

His steps got

CLOSER and

CLOSER

Chanyeol: Don't ever mention about your old surname again
His lips trembled in the dark red sunset lights and each word was frightening to himself

* Oh god, I think he misunderstands me *
That thought barged in my brain suddenly and I realized the reason behind his twisted visage. It was a misunderstanding. I never willed to bring that out again

Y/n: I, I mean -
Before I could say anything he cut me off

Chanyeol: I just wanted to cuddle you. That's all
My heart ached at his statement and felt like the settings of the heart gone wrong. I truly never wished to hurt his feeling. That was so plain and simple for me, but he heard them mistakenly. I heard him clenching his jaw as he walked pass me to outside of the room

* I'm perplexed right now to what I did and to what I felt. I felt sorry for him. But why? *
I inhaled a long breath and gulped my saliva in confusion

* Do you feel sorry for hurting him ? *
A sudden question from my inner self was threatening me. It was ghosting me like it had known all about me

* Wait, why would I feel sorry for him? I don't care for him, do I? *
I was like ' let's kill this pit '

~~.........~~

I promised dad that I would give a visit to his house. And as I wanted to forget that I was confused about my feelings, next day I left the house early. 'Cause it was the first time coming back from a place I didn't want to live, not because it passed a long time , I shed a tear in front of my old house. Unknowingly, my phone was buzzing

~buzz~buzz~

When I grabbed it out of my bag to answer the call, dad came out of the house