LBRF (love between religion and family)

CHAPTER 1

LOVE BETWEEN RELIGION AND FAMILY

Have you been in a situation where in your heart and your brain is fighting for what is right? Have you been in a situation where in you must choose between him and them? Because I, had experienced that and for me i think that is the hardest decision I had made in my whole life.
This happened to me few months ago when I met my 5th time boyfriend. His name was Cris a 19 year old guy with a handsome face, a tall height, and of course a good heart. And my name is Bryan a 21 year old gay with a not so beautiful face, not so tall height but has a golden heart.
We met each other in an occasion where he is a visitor and i was the organizer that time....
"Excuse me! May he know your Facebook account? " Alexa said to the guy from afar while pointing me. "Uhmm...... Yeah sure here" he answered while turning the phone towards Alexa.
That was the start of everything between me and the man I used to love. At that moment I thank God for letting me met Cris in an unexpected event. After knowing his Facebook account I sent him a friend request and he accepted me.
"Hi! Thank you for accepting my request " i chatted him first. Just to create a conversation with him.
"Hi you're welcome" he replied.
"By the way what are you doing? " I asked again.
"Nothing..... Just scrolling on my phone because it's getting bored" he replied.
"Uhm.... I see" I reply shortly.
"Anyway, are the host of the occasion?" He asked me with a cute emoji.
"Uhmmm yeah..... I just want to say sorry for what has happened a while ago when Alexa asked you but uses me instead " I explained.
"That's just fine... Actually i wanted to ask you first but Alexa did it for me HAHAHAHAHA" he replied. And by that, I can feel butterflies on my stomach. Because imagine being gay asked by a guy is really unexplainable.
"Aw. Why do want my name? " i asked while smiling on the phone.
"Well you know to meet new friends before i got home" He immediately replied.
"Awww wait.... You haven't gone home yet? That means you're still on the venue? " I excitedly replied without thinking of would happen next.
"Yeah.. Actually the debutant was a relative of mine so maybe me and aunt Lyn would probably go home tomorrow or the other day". He replied. Then i did the first move to see him personally.
"Then if you're not home yet can we meet tonight? " i asked.
"Sure Tell me where you are and I'll be there in a moment" he replied.
"I'm at the entrance hehe just wait you here" I replied without realizing I am smiling to the person I just know a 3 while ago.
"Hey why are you still here? " he asked without looking into me because i can feel he is too shy since it is our first time meeting each other.
"I am actually about to go home but since you was not gone home yet, I decided to ask you a walk if that is okay" I ask him immediately.
"Yeah sure! " he answered while giving me a bright smile.
We started to walk not knowing where to head off.
"Uhm....... Is it okay for you to be with gays like me? " I ask him out of curiosity.
"Well honestly speaking no, there's nothing wrong being with you........ I mean being with someone with a gender identity that is not just like normal one" He answered me while looking up straight to the road we're walking.
"Then I must thank you because out of many people that are cruel to gays like me there is still somebody that can accept us for who we are " I explained
"Well, in fact today's generation it's not about the gender, it's the society that judge the person. And who am I to judge you for what you are? " he exclaimed in a serious tone of voice. And that makes me fall for a guys that I can consider a stranger. Well its strange actually to think that even I had exes that hurts me I can't still help myself got attached to someone that can accept me.
"Uhm...... Hey Cris! Its getting late and we have walked far enough maybe lets go back so that you can take some rest" I started. Because i am noticing his quite sleepy.
"Uhm.... Yeah sure let's go back but how about you? there's no cab anymore" He exclaimed. With a sincere tone of carrying me.
"Uhm I can manage myself lets just go back there" I uttered.
"Sure let's go" he uttered back while putting his hands into his pockets.
(CRIS P. O. V)
The moment Alexa asks me my account is an unexplainable moment I had. It makes me flattered my heart knowing that the one I was looking at wants to know me. I was on the room packing my things when my phone vibrated, it's a notification from Facebook (Bryan Mooregn sent you a friend request). I suddenly opened my account and accepted his request. Its my chance to have conversation with him. I don't know why I wanted to talk to him. I'm a straight guy but I can't explain my feelings for him.
He chatted me and I have to do something that we can be together even in a short span of time because if destiny wants us to meet we will meet. While walking back to the venue, I have decided not to tell him what I feel so that i can make some moves for him and make him fall in love with me.

(BRYAN'S P. O. V)
THE NEXT DAY...........
Should I chat Cris? Should I give clues that I have some feelings for him? ARRRGH...... Can't decide.
"Alexa? Where are you? Can we meet?", I chatted Alexa. Just to talk to her for what happened last night.
"Sure biatch hahaha where do you want to meet? She replied
"Anywhere I just need to tell you something hahaha" I replied while going out of bed.
"Well Earlier today mom told me to buy stuffs in the city, lets meet at the cafe near the park okay? " she replied
"Ok sure see you there I'll just fix myself up and I'll be there" I chatted back to her. While brushing my teeth. After a minute of fixing myself, I heard a beep on my phone. It's a message from an unknown person telling "have a nice day" with a heart emoji at the end of it. These doesn't make sense so I ignored it and head off to the café.
"Bryan? Are you going to meet Alexa? Mom uttered when she saw me opening the door.
"Yeah Mom why? Is there anything I can help? I uttered back
"Awww.... There's none son just be careful and drive safely okay I love you" she said and gives me a kiss on the cheek. Well my mom is a very protective mother, she always wants the best for me and for my three brothers. Anyway I am the second son of Viviene Mooreign and Priollo Mooreign. I have an older brother named Zach, next is I next to me is Jayvee and the youngest is Karlos.
"Bye mom I love you too" I said and kiss here back.
I am on the car when my phone keeps beeping. It is still from an unknown number it feels annoying for my part and it can't help me ask where the hell he got my number. I wanted to call the number when suddenly,
(KKKKRRRRIIIINNNGGG)
"Yes biatch? Hahahahahaha" I started. It's Alexa the one I will be meeting today.
"Where are you? I'm waiting here for about 30 minutes" she shouted me.
"Biatch don't be too exaggerated I'm already on my way, and I'm driving so I need to hang this up Bye Bye " I uttered and ended the call.

"Good morning sir" the boy on the counter greeted me.
"Goad morning" I greeted back.
" Uhm....... May I take your order sir?" he asked,
"Uhmm...... Can I order later? I'll just need to meet my friend today" I answered genuinely.
"Sure sir take your time" he uttered.

"Hey! I am here " Alexa shouted with matching waving her hands above.
"So is this the 30 minutes of waiting? You're not that haggard yet hahahahhaha" I started teasing her.
"Of course we gorgeous creatures must not have the haggard look hahahahahha" she replied. And we both laugh hahahahahaha.
Well Alexa De Vera is my best friend since we're elementary. We both now on our 2nd year in college. We're not taking the same course well she is taking BSBA and I am taking BA ENGLISH.
"Ok so why did you call me? What is the thing you are going to talk?" She started
"Ok, so its all about what happened last night, remember the guy you asked the FB account?" I started.
"wait, before you continue can we order something to eat or drink? But since you called me it will be you take charge the bill hahahahah" she uttered.
"Yeah yeah ok I know I'll pay it as always hahahahah" I uttered back in a sarcastic tone.
"Excuse me? Can we have the menu?" Alexa called the waiter
"Good morning! Here is the menu" Uttered the waiter.
"Uhm can we have two caramelized cold coffee and one slice of strawberry cake and one slice of chocolate cake please" Alexa said to the waiter.
"Coming right up" said the waiter.
"Really? You always know my favourite" I uttered to Alexa.
"Of course I am your best friend remember? Hahahahha" she said.
"Ok so what about the guy? " She added.
"Well as I was saying after knowing his FB account I chatted him" I uttered then drinks my favourite caramelised cold coffee.
"So what's next? " she replied with a malicious smile
"Ok well we just walked around and make some conversations hahahhahha" I uttered
"Then!?" she uttered
"Then that's it hahahahaha, but in the other hand I can't explain this feeling earlier today after I woke up I kept thinking the moment we shared that night" I explained
"Awww...... I see on your eyes that your frustrated hahahahah" she exclaimed.
"Shiaaaaaaaa!...... I AM NOT FRUSTRATED BIATCH. It's just like I'm having the feeling of in love again" I uttered with the deep sigh.
"Well (sigh) if that's the case, why don't you tell him? " She advised
"Seriously! We just meet last night I just can't tell him that I'm in love with him" I said.
"Ok! Gosh I'm full are you done talking? Hahahahaha it's getting late am sure Mom is waiting me home, don't mind that feeling at this moment maybe your just having some deja vu. All we need to do right now is you pay the bill and go home. " she said in a hurry tone.
I have nothing to do but to pay and leave the cafe. Alexa left me alone in the counter without any goodbye, maybe she really in in hurry. Since it is only me alone here i need to do something alone since it's my hobby after Dan broke up with me.