Just One Shot

005: Gemini and Aries

April 3, 2023   

April 3, 2023. The place where he first pulled me closer to him. I immediately smelled his manly scent and I did not stop myself from wanting for more. I heard his chuckle and said. “Mahurot jud na nimo akong perfume ha? Sige nakag simhot.”I laugh and shrugged my head.

I was so busy wanting to savor the moment that we had. Until I heard him whispering near at my ears gives silently shiver down my spine.

“Ganahan kay ka mu-hug nako diay?” I replied with a simple nod trying to cover my face because I felt like it turned red. He doesn’t have a clue how many times I prayed for this to happen. He was just a dream and now look at us.

The silence of the hallway gives pleasant sounds for both of us except for our friends who were busy making their life great in that room.  It was simple but it was very perfect for us. I remember myself crying in this place for a certain reason that maybe he doesn’t feel the same way. That maybe after giving this big shot for him and still he will choose not to choose me. He was there, standing beside me. Sharing the beautiful view of city lights that Cebu gave us while smiling. I got pissed inside, he knows that I am crying yet I couldn’t even predict what is going on in his mind. 

Our friends keep on pushing us to talk and settle things which I honestly don’t like. We only talk because of them. Not because he wanted it, that aches my heart. I couldn’t remember all that we've talked about at that time but one thing I am sure that I will never forget. 

Maybe we’re not that smiling at that moment but I know both of our eyes were happy and glowing for each other. The kiss that we shared that night gave justice to how beautiful can love to do in your system. I felt like we are creating our little world that if this was a dream, I wouldn’t mind waking up.

This is the place where it all started. When Gemini and Aries chose to jump in the bridge of Love.

We are opposite from each other. It is very hard, especially on my side cause Gemini like me are curious, clever, and outstanding communicators who are pretty unpredictable, super sensitive, dreamy, and emotional. And Aries like him are too blunt and wounding for emotionally vulnerable Gemini.

Even for a very brief time, I did caress him like how I dream every time. He became mine. Until now, every time I think of him my heart will still bleed like it was not used by pain. Especially now that I heard somebody was already inside his heart. God knows how devastated I am knowing it. But who am I  to change the story that was already written by the person above?

He is my April fools and my summer heartache. We became estranged and this place was witnessed of how beautiful our relationship started. I'm the Gemini, and he's an Aries.