Jaclyn's P.O.V
"Fat!" One girl yelled. "Slut" another yelled. "Why don't you just go die?" Another asked.My name is Jaclyn Makayla Weathers. I'm not much of a happy person. My mom died and I was abused by my father almost all of my life. What is it like to feel worthless you ask? Let me explain.
Your entire world crashes down on you. It feels like you've lost everything. Like you broken and can't clean up the mess. Nothing is right. Nobody cares about you. You can't focus. Your walls are falling and falling. Your life is a living hell. You can't control yourself. You just don't want to be alive anymore. You want to be dead. You don't want to see anyone. No family. No friends. Nobody. You just want to be saved from your nightmare.
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"Get up you ass!" My father yelled. I stirred a little to get comfy. "I SAID GET UP!" He boomed and I felt a stinging sensation on my cheek. I jolted upwards and held my cheek. I felt tears sting my eyes just treating to fall. But I had to be strong. To show that I am not weak. "Get up and get ready for school." He said and spat on me. I quickly got up and changed into a oversized sweater with skinny jeans and converse. I put on a little bit of concealer to cover up the bruise that was now forming on my cheek and a little bit of mascara. I brushed my hair and my teeth. I stepped out of the bathroom and grabbed my phone and headphones. I plugged them in and played 'Tides' by Jack & Jack. Jack gilinsky is my everything. He makes me happy when I'm down. He makes me smile when no one else can.I grabbed my penny board and rode to school.
*skipping the way to school*
I opened the big wooden doors to the school and was welcomed to hell. I sighed and put my stuff in my locker. Suddenly it slammed shut and I was shoved to the ground. I picked up all my belongings and rushed to class. When I walked in everything became silent. "Slut" one girl whispered and her friend giggled. I ignored them and walked to my seat at the back of the class. I was invisible there. Nobody could see my pain. I took out my notebook and the class began.
*Skipping to lunch*
I waited in line for my tray quietly. The lined moved slowly and slowly until finally I got my tray. I snagged a seat at the very back at the cafeteria. "How lucky am I" I thought and smirked. I took my book out of my backpack and read. I was lost in book world when I felt cold milk being poured on me. The entire cafeteria erupted into laughter. My cheeks began to get hot and I ran home.
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Hey guys! I decided to make this for my best friend quin. Well because I love her❤️ love you guys!
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Save me from my nightmare
FanfictionJaclyn has suffered verbal and mental abuse throughout her entire life. When she was in middle school she was bullied. 'Fat' 'ugly' 'loser' 'slut' 'go die' was all she heard throughout middle school and the rest of her school years. Then she discove...