Save me from my nightmare

Loved

Jacylyns P.O.V
I woke up to something warm wrapped around me. I turned my head slightly to see the most beautiful sight. Jacks head was buried in the crook of my neck and he had his arms wrapped around me and my face was buried in his chest.

He smelled manly.

I blushed like a maniac at the thought. I carefully unwrapped his arms from me and went into the bathroom. I did my business and grabbed my phone. I logged onto my phone and noticed that I gained over 4,000 followers.

I was shocked

I felt movement beside me and saw Jack stirring awake. He blushed and chuckled nervously when he saw his arm wrapped around my waist. "Morning sleepyhead!" I said and pinched his cheeks. I hopped Up and ran downstairs. I heard stomping behind me and I hid in a cabinet.

I'm so small.

My breath hitched as I heard footsteps coming towards me. Suddenly the cabinet swung open. "Jack no! Please!" I pleaded as I tried so hard to get away. He grabbed my sides and tickled me.

I started to thrash and turn my body. I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe. "Jack! Stop please! I can't breathe!" I said in between breaths. He finally stopped and said "You okay?" I nodded my head Laughing and shoved him off me. He fell to the floor with a loud thump and an "ooof" coming from his mouth. I got up and grabbed the TV remote. I flipped it on and watched the news.

He got up off the floor and plopped down beside me. The news said "local father of Jacylyn Weathers has been arrested for child abuse. Report to the news at 10 to find out more information." My face got hot and I ran up to the bathroom. I heard footsteps stomp after me but I locked the door before he could get in. I rummaged through the drawers until I found what I needed. A razor. I heard the foot steps go away and I sat down.

I drew the blade closer to the flesh of my skin. I swiped across my wrist and blood drew to the surface. I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I made more cuts. I finally stopped after 11 cuts. I washed off the blood and slid down the door. I sobbed and sobbed.

"I wish I could die" I said

"No you don't." I heard a male voice come through the door. I quickly stood up and said "Jack?" "Yes it's me. Unlock the door." I did as I was told and I was engulfed in a hug. I broke down and sobbed into his shirt. He let me go and said "Give me your arm." I shook my head no and he grabbed my hand and rolled up my sleeve. A tear fell down my face and he wiped it away. "Why do you do this?" He asked. "I'm just not the happiest person." I said. He bent down and kissed my arm lightly. He stood back up and grabbed the razor. He threw it in the toilet and flushed it. I watched in despair as it went down and down. I was engulfed in another hug. I sobbed as hard as I could Ever sob.

My life is over. I don't even know why I'm alive. My mom died. Then my brother. Now my father was arrested. I hiccuped and still cried. He rubbed my back and whispered "Shhhh" in my ear. I calmed down and fell asleep in his arms thinking.

"I'm loved."
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