Jacylyns P.O.V
I woke up to the smell of eggs and bacon. I trudged down the stairs and was greeted by the boys. I grabbed a seat by the island and played on my phone. I heard shuffling beside me and I looked up. "Hey. So me and the guys were thinking if you would like to go to the beach today?" Jack G. Asked. I thought about it because the rest of the guys except for Jack G. And Nash. I really didn't want to go but I didn't want to hurt their feeling so I agreed. "After we eat breakfast we're going to leave. Sounds good?" He asked. "Yea I guess." I said a fake smile plastered on my face. I grabbed a piece of bacon and an egg. I scarfed it all down and ran upstairs. I took a quick shower and realized. All of my stuff is at my house. I changed into my old clothes and asked Jack G. "Can you drive me to my place? All of my stuff is there?" He agreed and all of the boys invited there selves along. When we arrived I began freaking out silently. I walked towards the front door and swung it open. It reeked of beer and vodka. There were broken bottles everywhere and blood stains on the carpet. I stomped up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and gasped. All of my clothes were strewn across my floor. Some of them ripped. My bed a wreck. A broken lamp was shattered across my floor and my window was broken. I walked towards my dresser and saw something that completely destroyed me. My favorite photo of me, my mom, and brother when we were little kids on Fourth of July was ripped and the frame was shattered. I fell to the floor and broke down. My body racked with sobs. I grabbed my vase and threw it at the wall. I screamed in anger and punched the wall. Strong arms wrapped around me as I was punching the wall over and over again.
"I HATE YOU! I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I thrashed and was finally released from the strong grip. I looked behind and saw my father smirking. I grabbed anything I could find and threw it at the imaginary figure. "I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!" I yelled and punched the wall. My knuckles were covered in blood. The boys ran into the room and Jack G. Grabbed me by my waist and picked me up. Sobs racked my body and my knuckles throbbed in pain. He carried me into the bathroom and sat me on the sink. He grabbed the first aid kit and cleaned my knuckles. He wrapped my hand in gauze and set me down. I walked back into the room and examined the damage that I've done. I grabbed the photo and ran my thumb across my moms and brothers face. Tears rushed down my face. I grabbed tape out of the drawer and taped it back together. I grabbed my clothes and put them in my suit case. The boys piled in the car and chatted the whole way. I just sat quietly looking down at the photo. I felt someone grab my hand and stroke it. I looked up and saw Jack smiling at me. I smiled back. When we arrived at the house I changed into my bikini. Scars covered my thighs and wrists. I walked down the stairs and we piled back up into the car.
*skip car ride*
I ran out to the water and swam away from the shore. Someone from behind me grabbed me by my waist and turned me around. Jack was so close to my face that his lips brushed mine.
"Can I tell you something?" He asked. I nodded shyly and he opened his mouth to say something.
"I love you but you just don't see it." He said and crashed his lips onto mine. Our lips molded together as if we were made for each other. Fireworks and Bombs were felt around me. I heard the guys screaming and whistling in the background. He released me from his grip and swam away leaving me blushing.
Like he always does.
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FanfictionJaclyn has suffered verbal and mental abuse throughout her entire life. When she was in middle school she was bullied. 'Fat' 'ugly' 'loser' 'slut' 'go die' was all she heard throughout middle school and the rest of her school years. Then she discove...