Jacylyn's P.O.V
I woke up on the couch feeling like shit when I heard muffled voices. I sat up and felt eyes burning into the back of my skull. I looked behind me and saw all of the boys. Jack got up off the floor and came over to me. He wrapped me in his arms and whispered in my ear "How are you feeling?" I nodded my head yes.
I don't feel like talking. I just say bad things and hurt everybody. So why should I speak?
"I honestly feel like shit." I said. Not like the sick kind just the mental kind of shit. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I slid down the door and sighed. "Why do I have to go through this?" I whispered out loud. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket. 2:30 the time read. I heard a slight knock on the door and I stood up. I opened the door and saw Nash standing with a concerned look on his face.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me into a strong hug. "Jack told me everything." He said in a hushed voice. I cried quietly into his shirt. He let me go and walked back downstairs. I walked back into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My face looked blotchy. Mascara was stained down my face and my lips were chapped. I grabbed a brush and combed through my hair. And washed off the mascara off my face. I brushed my teeth and grabbed my phone. I sluggishly tromped down the stairs.
"Hey Jack could I borrow some clothes?" I asked quietly. "Sure you can keep it if you want." He hopped up and walked upstairs. He pulled out one of his drawers and grabbed a Magcon hoodie. "Thank you" I said and walked into the bathroom I took off my shirt and slipped on the hoodie. I grabbed a ponytail and pulled my Long brown hair into a ponytail. I walked into the guest room and climbed into the bed.
"I love you."
I heard moms voice whisper into my ear. I knew there was no one there. I go through this every night. My vision blurred as tears pricked at my eyes. I shoved my head into the pillow and sobbed. Why do I have to go through this? Why me? What did I ever do to deserve this? I quickly wiped my tears away and played on my phone until I fell asleep.
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Hey guys! I'm sorry I updated so late. I've been sleeping all day. It spring break! I've been editing a new cover for this story and I would say I am quite pleased with it! Bye guys!
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FanfictionJaclyn has suffered verbal and mental abuse throughout her entire life. When she was in middle school she was bullied. 'Fat' 'ugly' 'loser' 'slut' 'go die' was all she heard throughout middle school and the rest of her school years. Then she discove...