𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀.

𝖩𝖺𝗄𝖾 | "𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗒 𝗀𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀"

You sat down in your desk, sighing as you stared at the amount of work you had left before you were allowed to go home. you wanted to leave early for your anniversary date you had with Jake, just so you could dress up nicely for him since it was a special day.

seemed like the God's from above decided to give you a little chance to leave early as your phone rang. you didn't read the name tag as you continued staring at your computer, typing away. "hello?" you answered and smiled as soon as you heard heeseung's voice.

"Y/n, jake is a little sick right now, just thought i'd let you know in case you texted him and he didn't reply." he spoke and you hummed in response. "thank you for letting me know, heeseung" you replied before hanging up the phone.

thinking about what hee had told you, you stood up from your chair and grabbed your purse, quickly walking to your boss's office and informed her that you had to leave because your mother was sick in which she sent you a worried look and let you leave.

smiling at how your little lie had gotten you the rest of the day off, you quickly fished for your car keys from your purse and began to make your way to your sick boyfriend's dorm.

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Almost slamming the key into the keyhole and twisting it to open the door, you were soon throwing your shoes to the corner and your purse and keys to the couch as your legs moved quickly and you arrived at the living room.

"where's my aussie? heeseung called and told me he was sick." you asked as you examined the area for your dear boyfriend.

everyone looked at heeseung and glared at him but no one spoke a word until you then looked around too and found empty alcohol bottles around the kitchen area and you rolled your eyes as you started walking up the stairs into their little hangout room.

jake had a major habit of throwing parties since he was quite the social butterfly and it was something quite irresponsible and it could risk his idol image.

you grew more and more upset with every step up the the stairs. he had probably forgotten about the date and threw his party instead. you got inside and threw a huge fit, slamming the door open and you made it clear that you didn't want anyone inside.

jake's eyes grew wide with realization as it hit him. he had forgotten the date. he tried to open his mouth to explain but no words came out. he couldn't speak and you didn't either until your hand flew in the air and made impact with his right cheek.

with the music off, the sound echoed throughout the house and even jungwon, jay and sunoo winced at the thought of how painful it was while the rest just felt sorry for jake.

"may he rest in peace" niki whispered, earning a few shoves from his hyungs, shaking their heads in disapproval since it was a serious situation.

jake's head flew to the side from the impact and he stayed still for a second, processing what had happened before turning to look at you, only to feel his heart break at the sight of your teary eyes.

"I can explain, y/n." he started and you only laughed dryly. "I don't want your explanations, jake. save that stupid explanation you always use because I'm not hearing a single word of it. I'm tired of always coming from work and trying to cuddle my own boyfriend for just a minute but I can't because he's fucking busy partying with his friends! it has happened so many times that I'm just done with it." you yelled, tears rushing down your cheeks as you shot him a glare.

jake seemed to catch on what you were going to say next and even when his teary puppy eyes broke your heart and made you want to hug him, you resisted and stayed strong.

"I don't think I can keep doing this. we should break up because I don't think I can be in a relationship where you can't commit and risk canceling your parties for your girlfriend." you finished off.

As you finished with your little speech, you didn't want to look at jake because you knew he was crying and your boyfriend crying was one of your weaknesses so you turned around and left the room with jake following behind quietly.

"its okay, Noona. I can be your aussie now." you heard jungwon said to try and ease the mood and you let out a small chuckle as you approached them, hugging them tightly.

"i'll see you guys around. maybe not as much but you guys are totally invited to crash into my place whenever you want, alright?" you smiled sadly, grabbing your things before looking at them one more time and finally left the dorm.

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as soon as you got home, you cried your eyes out, wetting your pillow with your tears. your room smelled like jake's favorite cologne and it did something to your heart.

life went on as usual and about a week later, you grew enough courage to ask how he was doing.. but not so directly,,

you pulled your phone from your purse and rolled in bed, finding a comfortable position before calling jungwon.

after a few rings, he picked up. "hey, noona." he said and you smiled a little. "hey, wonnie." you answered and jungwon chuckled a little. " you want to know how he's doing, right?" he laughed, earning a gasp from you.

"yeah- but how did you know?" you said with wide eyes and he giggled. "c'mon, y/n. I know for a fact that you only broke up with him because of the lack of attention, not because you stopped loving him. and he's not so well, he has been crying ever since you left. he doesn't want to eat either-" he was cut off and you heard a lot of noise before you heard another voice on the phone.

"noona, his cries are getting sort of annoying so I hope you guys either make up soon or he shuts up other wise i'll twist his neck while he sleeps" niki let out using a tone full of confidence which made you burst out laughing.

"ahh thank you for telling me, niki." you giggled. "no problem, noona." he replied before tossing the phone back to jungwon, you assumed.

"I'll see you or talk to you later, okay? I hope you feel better soon, remember to eat and take care of yourself. if you ever need someone to talk to just call us and we will be there for you" jungwon said lastly before hanging up the phone.

you threw your phone to the side and stared at the ceiling, sighing heavily at the thought of your now ex boyfriend and how much you missed him. 

his smile.

his touch.

the way he would tightly hold your body against his body, inhaling your scent before leaving kisses on your neck, his giggles echoing throughout his room.

oh you missed him so much, he was your everything.

but maybe you two weren't meant to be together after all.