Nobody Compares

Chapter 37- Selfish. Plain Selfish.

Arden's P.O.V.

The boys have been on the phone for the past hour. God! I wish i could just be with both of them. I love Lou, He loves the kids and me. I also love Zayn. He is funny, caring, smart, and hes my best friend. Ugghhh. this is so hard.

Lou hung up, and walked over to me.

"Arden, You cant ever see Zayn again" Lou said bluntly

What!? No! Zayn is my best friend! You don't own me.

"Well, One Direction is breaking up. So we are moving away"

"WHAT? Do you know how many girls would kill themselves if that happened? Do you know how many girls are alive just because you are there; being their idols? Do you know what would happen if you stopped being there for them? They would all DIE. The would start cutting again and die. You have no idea how many lives you have saved just for being alive. If you left, so would they. but they are not coming back. So stop being selfish, and work this out. You cant let those girls die because you are fighting over a girl. You are best friends. Work. This. Out. Or no one can have me. I will take the kids and leave. You can just resume your life as One Direction before i came and messed it all up" i said, crying, and running out the door.

"WAIT! ARDEN!" Louis called after me, but i ignored them

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Hey, This pretty important so can you guys read this?

Ok, so i want to know what you guys think about that last chapter.

i also want to know if anyone of you are the kind of girls that arden was talking about.

if you are, this is for you

Put down that razor. Please.

Get away from that bathroom

Stop doing horrible things to yourself just because you think you are not good enough. News flash! You are. You are good enough.

Do me a favor. Go up to a mirror and smile. Just look at yourself and smile. Not a fake smile. A real one. If you can't make yourself smile for real. Call a friend. If you don't have any, message me. Ill be your friend. Just smile and look at how beautiful you are. Please. Do it for me. Do it for one direction.

Have you ever skipped a meal on purpose?

Have you ever made yourself throw up because you thought you were fat?

Well, you aren't

So please just stop all the harming yourself. It doesn't just hurt yourself. It hurts everyone around you too.