Fear Of LOVE : Trust Issues

Chapter 37

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Preeta-Karan was in hug, their eyes were closed, they were feeling each others presence at that time, they were feeling heaven in each others arms after such a long time and after such a emotional turminoul, they were lost in each others Karan digged his face in her hair, because of being emotional Karan was having tears in his eyes and one tear fell on shoulders of Preeta taking her back into senses, immediately she opened her eyes and found herself in Karan's arms, she tries to break hug but can't able to break because of Karan's strong hold

Again trying to break hug Preeta : Karan chodo mujhe

Karan making his hold strong : kabhi nahi

Preeta trying hard : Karan please, leave me

Karan : never babydoll

Preeta pushed at his shoulder hardly and Karan stepped back away and stumbles on his feets

Preeta with tears and anger : samjh nahi aata kya tumhe, bol rahi hu na chod do

Karan : Preeta, kya hua ?

Preeta : kya hua ? ... Seriously ? Tumhe sharam nhi aati, udhar tumhari shadi hone ja rahi hai Mahira se aur tum yaha kisi aur ladki ko gale laga rahe ho ?

Karan : tum koi aur nhi ho Preeta, you are my wife, my damn legal wife, don't dare to say ki tum mere liye koi aur ho aur rahi bat Mahira ki toh usse mai shadi nahi krne wala, koi nhi hai woh meri, jo hai wo sab mera tum ho, you matter me the most

Move towards her and cups her face : you are my everything, (smiles with tears ) everything

Preeta : aur tum mere liye kuch nahi ho, tum mera past ho aur mai apne past ko apne present ya future mai interfere krne ki permission nahi deti hu 

Karan looks at her with hurt look, and tear escaped from his eyes

Preeta : aur tumhe ab yad aaya, ki mai tumhari wife hu ? Like seriously ? Ek toh mujhse shadi kr li mujhe pata bhi nahi tha, fir mujhse juthe pyaar ka dawa krke mujhe bich sadak, aadhi raat ko chod diya tab kaha tha tumhare andar ka Pati ? Jo bina kuch soche samjhe apni wife ko aise chod raha tha ? Kya words the tumhare " na tum sasural ki rahi na maike ki " aise words tumse sunne ke bad you expect from me to get back to you, ok... maine wo sab bhi bhulne ki koshish ki, bhuli toh nahi abhi tak woh sab, but still maine paglo jaise wapas tumhare pass aana chaha, yeh bat maine tumhe kabhi batayi nahi Karan but uss waqt I missed you so much, but who cares ?

Preeta continues with tears and move to him and held his collars, Karan was just seeing her being hurt and feeling guilty and anger on himself, he can see in her eyes that how she is broken

Preeta : Tumne Mahira se shadi announce kr di, mujhe dard ho isliye hamare marriage hall mai shadi ke functions arrange krwaye, tumhare sagai wale din mujhe jail bhejwaya, mujhse shadi ke sare kam krwaye, ( she broke, down and leaving his collar she scrolled her hands through his torso and  fell on her knees ) tum aisa kaise kr sakte ho Karan, itna kyu hate krne lage the mujhse ? ( She looks upward at him ) Itni buri hu mai ? ( He nods no in tears ) sab sath chod de rahe hai mera, pehle Bulbul di, fir maa-papa, fir wo Deepak usne bhi mujhse pyaar ka natak kiya aur fir tod di usne mere sath ki hui engagement aur uske wajah se chachu ne bhi mera sath chod diya, fir ....fir aaye tum ...And not to my surprise you did the same ( and she started to cry miserably )

Karan was not able to see her like this, he also fell on his knees in front of her and tries to cups her face but get restricted by her

Preeta : Karan, bolne do mujhe, tumhe lagta hai na mai change ho gayi hu, so mujhe uss change ko justify krne do ( he was about to speak, she stopped him again ) please Karan