Chapter Eleven: time to think

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Important note at the end, please read

Previously on we were only seven

A million questions started to flow in my mind and to stop it all I put up a wall in my head. I didn't want to answer any of their questions beacuse I didn't know the answer to them.

Sighing I made sure I had all my luggage and asked Daniel to drive me to the airport after I said bye to everyone.

Once I get back to New York I can just think this all through I thought

If only I knew that someone heard me

"Guys I know where she's going"

Time skip provided by Dasi run run run

"Make sure you call me and be safe, Daniel said hugging me, I will, I replied

Flight to New York, New York is leaving in 5 minutes

"Well I better go see you big bro, I said backing away, see you lil sis he said smiling

Getting on the plane I could feel a tug on my chest telling me to turn back.

Oh god not now I thought begging the feeling to go away

Pushing the feeling as far much as I could I went to my seat and stared at landing ground as I tried to take deep breaths.

Please buckle your seats we are about to take off

Following the directions the air attended said I could feel the tugging go away as we starting flying.

Time skip to Y/n's apartment

"Gosh I'm exhausted" I said as I laid down on my bed

Then my phone started ringing. I picked up the phone with out looking at the caller Id

"So you can't tell no one you're back now is that what we're doing, I heard Jackson say on the other side of the phone, no I just got in the house you know how traffic is and I laid down as soon as I got in the door, I replied with my eyes closed, Oh well how was your flight" he asked

"Terrible, I said, when I tried to get on the plane I started to feel a pull in my chest like I wasn't supposed to get on the flight" I explained

"Well that's because you aren't supposed to be back here you dumbass, he exclaimed

Shocked that he was angry I said, well I need time to think I told you this I.... I just don't know if I'm really ready for this or if I want this at all." I said trying to justify why back in New York

But why does it feel like I'm putting the wrong answer on a test I know the right answer to I thought debating with myself

"Look I'm tired and I want to sleep...so can we just drop this, I say while closing my eyes, fine I'll drop it for now but I will not let it go until you realize you need them." He said the hung up

Great now he's angry at me right along with mom, did I make the right decision? I think, if they are mad at me then I can only imagine how the members are feeling.

Thinking that I let the wall that I held up in my mind down

Guys are you...are you there? I say into the link

Y/n!?

Oh thank God you're okay!

Where are you?

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