Why Didn't You Tell Me?

We will love you...

*Jems Pov*
My pregnancy is going perfect! I'm 24 weeks and today Jake Logan and I get to go and see the baby to see what they are. My appointment is at 1:30.
It's now 9:30 and I've just woke up smelling bacon cooking, normally I'd throw up at the smell of bacon but today is different?
I looked down at my bed and saw loads of blood.
A soon to be mothers WORST dream. What did I do wrong? How did my child die? Was I going to be a bad mum?
"CHLOE JAKE HELP" I shouted in tears, they both came running in and asked what's up but I couldn't speak I was just looking at the blood on the bed.
"Jem lets get you to the hospital" Jake said.
"It's to late my baby is dead" I said crying.
"Our baby"
"I'm the one meant to be carrying it for nine months I'm meant to be the one to help it develop whilst it's inside of me I'm a failure."
Some how I got to the hospital and was looked at.
The nurse just nodded at me and looked at me with a sympathetic look "I'm sorry you lost your baby boy." Jake was crying in the corner of the room.
Chloe came rushing in after dropping both children off to her mums house.
"Jem I'm so sorry" she said crying next to me.
I ended up crying on her shoulder for about an hour.
Jakes destroy it hurts me seeing him like that.
"Jem I'll be with you every step of the way helping you when ever okay" Jake said hugging me.
"Okay" I whispered.
"I love you"
"I love you"
"Jemma i'm sorry to have to tell you this but you will have to give birth to your son he was to big for the pill to be able to get him out of your body."the nurse said to me.
I just nodded I can't talk.
After I gave birth it was official I wasn't pregnant anymore nor will I be able to take my baby boy home.
The lads done tweets which I saw and it made me cry even more.
@ReeceBibby:"Worst news ever knowing you have left us, we won't forget you rip👼
Love uncle Reece"
@BarclayBeales:"You may be gone but we won't ever forget you, you know are a lovely angel.
Love uncle Barcs💜"
@CaseyCodyJ:"rip baby👼 all of us will remember you, you will be nephew forever😘"
@TomMannMusic:"Make sure you look after us all, I'm sure you'll get all the girls up there.
Love uncle Tom👼"
@CharlieJones:" Rip to my lovely nephew I didn't get to meet you but I'll love you forever👼💚"
@ItsJamesGraham:"Rip bud👼 gone but never forgotten you'll be our nephew forever love you💚"
@ChrisOfficial:"Rip little one you'll forever be my nephew, sorry we didn't get to meet you.
Love uncle Chris💚"
Jakes one was the worst I cried reading it.
@JakeSims:"Rip to my lovely son, we won't meet for a while now but we will meet.
Make sure you don't brake that many hearts up there love Daddy👼💚"
Makes me cry every time.