Why Didn't You Tell Me?

Why are you here?

*Jemma's poV*
I'm currently leaving to go and see my son, no not Logan because he's with me I mean Chetly.
You see because I had to give birth to my son it meant I had to have a funeral for him, it was the worst! All my family came all Chloes and all of the lads families came I've never been in a room with people fully crying near me before! It was the worst!
Logan knows Chetly as his brother who's on holiday.
When he found out we are going on holiday he thought I meant to see Chetly. It broke my heart.
As Logan and I pulled up out side the cemetery we noticed there was already loads of cars here!
We got out and took our blue flowers and our new ornaments and walked hand in hand to Chetly's grave.
We have just had it done up a little, you can tell which grave is his from a mile away I swear!

We noticed people standing round the grave that made me panic thinking someone ruined the grave! But no it was only Jake Tom Casey Charlie Reece James Chris and Barclay standing around his grave...
"Dada!" Logan shouted
"Logan keep your voice down I've told you this you can't shout here" I said calmly.
I walked up to the grave and all the boys looked as if they didn't recognise me? I have changed a lot I must say.
My hair is now light pink I've gotten skinner and my make up looks different today! Plus I am wearing clothes you wouldn't normally see me in.
"Wait who are you? Shit no hello Jem" he said.
With that I got loads of "damn she's changed" or "damn she's got hot"
"Hello Jake" I said smiling, that's when he noticed Logan.
"Hello Logan!"
"Hello dad" he said! Not dada?!
Jakes facial expressions changed when Logan called him "dad" he looked hurt.
"So how you been?" He asked.
"Not to be rude or nothing but why are you here? You should be on tour doing girls in bathrooms having the time of your life not here you left me because you couldn't deal with things, so why have you came back? Surely if you couldn't cope seeing your sons grave them you shouldn't properly be coping now, you left me Jake when I was already down, when you left I felt like proper shit and that's not fair because you don't know how I felt." I said slowly getting more angry.
He walked away leaving me again I knew that would happen he's felt me before why wouldn't he leave now.
"Jem that was uncalled for" James said.
"Nice to know you all support the fact he left me after our baby died now could you all leave so Logan and I can spend time with Chetly"
With that they all left but Tom came back ones everyone was in the car.
"Look Jem I totally support what you said I'm so proud on how far you've came don't let them bring them down if they were to love you little one"
"Thankyou Tom I won't let them bring me down also I'm very proud of all of you love you to big one" I said hugging him then he had to leave but he said he'll text me to make sure I'm okay!
Gotta love Tom.
Ones Logan and I had finished we made our way home and I noticed Logan looking sad.
"What's up Logan hunny?"
"Dad left again"
"I know baby" it brakes my heart knowing Jake won't be there for Logan.
When we got home Chloe had already started to cook for us but little did she know I had a present for her!
You see when I lost Chetly she done everything for me, she'd take Logan to school, bath him, make his food anything! So I brought her a best friend bracelet to say thankyou and sorry for being a pain in the back side.
"Here we are Chloe" I said handing her the box.
"What's this??"
"Open it and you'll find out."
"Omg Jem it's lovely thankyou! What's it for??"
"Well when Chetly died you did everything I wanted you to do for me so its a thankyou present and a sorry present for being a pain in the backside."
"Jem you'll always be a pain in the backside! But thankyou for this its lovely"
When the I bathed both kids and put them to bed I told Chloe everything that happened today.
She was so shocked.
Very shocked.
"At least Tom's gonna support you hun"
"Yeah I'm glad he said he will" with that we both made our way to our beds and went to sleep but all I could think about was Jake...