The Lyon For Me

Three

"OK my bad all I wanted to talk about was Jamal" I sneered at him hating him even thinking about Jamal after the things he's done to him "What about him" I asked "I need you two together and your going to do that for me" I laughed humorlessly "And what makes you think that" I said raising an eyebrow at him as he smiled smugly.

It infuriated me so much my hands twitched itching to must hit him. He chuckled "Why else would I think that you'd do anything to see your father again right" I frowned and stood up quickly.

"What do you know about my father" he laughed again "Well that he's alive of course and that I know exactly where he is" I swallowed hard and sat back down words escaping me.

"That's impossible my father died from cancer" I said teary eyed"No it's not actually see he faked his death because he needed to get out of some debt by working for me which he knew he couldn't do around you so to protect you he fake died" I frowned and stalked over to the fireplace where he was messing with pictures of me and Jamal.

"You took my father from me" he rolled his eyes and sat down again "Yes I did and don't regret it but I will regret ever coming here and keep the address in which you'd find your father to myself if you don't agree to do this tiny favor for me" I wiped my face picked up a pillow and threw it.

"You can't... You can't do this... I don't need this... Maybe I could care less about where my father is and why he is" I lied hoping for the reaction I wanted "OK well then goodbye" that was not it. I ran up and stopped him knowing the next words that I would gave to say.

"I'll do it" I said looking at the ground to ashamed to look anywhere but down "Good but you know you have too good of a voice I go to waste so why don't you come down and we can record something for you" he said winking at me and walking out my door.

I screamed throwing things angry, sad, and happy all at the same time. My father left me purposely and never came back for me and, I now have to use my feelings for Jamal and his for me against him at his father's gain, and finally see my dad again.

I sat in the corner crying and weighing my extremely small amount of options. I didn't even hear the door open and Jamal come in. He sat in front of me and shaking me "M&M, sweetheart, baby what happened" he said slowly and soothingly his eyes filled with worry.

"Nothing" I said in short, he sighed and pulled me into his lap. He rocked me back and fourth and hummed a song. I cried hard letting it out and hugging him tighter with each falling tear. He pulled my face up to meet his "Please tell me what's wrong, Mia is it me? I'm sorry I didn't know it would do this to you if it's me" it is you I thought looking away.

"Mal, no it's not you it's something else I can't tell you I've been um... Sworn to secrecy" he kissed my forehead pulled me in for a hug "Whatever it is it'll be OK" he said soothingly, then someone knocked on the for and I got up to answer it.

'I'm watching you -Lucious' a note read with a flower connected. Mal was coming up to see but I tore off the note and put it in my pocket "Who's that from" he said furrowing his eyebrows "Probably from Hakeem I had fun with him today by the way" I lied.

"Hakeem?" Mall asked jealously dripping off of his words. I rolled my eyes placing the rose in with one of my other floral arrangements. He grabbed my arm "I'm sorry Mia" he said as I sighed "I really do fell something for you it's just that I...I... I'm scared" I frowned my interest officially peaked.

"I don't want to be with you then go back to being gay and break your heart.... It's been a long time since I've fine any of this and I just... I don't want to hurt you" I turned my back on him my eyes once again filling with tears I know what Lucious wants and I now know he's watching so I know what I have to do but it hurts to play with him like this.

Rubbed my arms softly up and down "But seeing with Hakeem made me realize that I don't want to see you with anyone else that I want you to be mine" he said whispering the last part in my ear causing a shiver to pass through my body.

"What about you... Your boyfriend and.... Ha ..Hakeem" I struggled my breathing becoming heavy. He trailed his lips down my neck and kissing my shoulder "What about them??" he asked his vice huskier than normal.

I swallowed my words failing me "We couldn't hurt them" I said hoping that he would understand and push me away. I have to do something make him decide to end this somehow so Lucious will end this ridiculous thing.

But he just spun me around and kissed me deeply "Does that feel wrong" he said kissing me again "Or that" I bit my lip and shook my head ",Don't fight me then" he said seductively I gave in wrapping my arms around his neck.

He placed his hands on my waist pulling it close to his body. I moaned as a sensation ran up and through my arm. Jamal groaned pushing me up against the wall. I jumped up and he caught me carrying me to my bedroom.

I couldn't believe what I was doing and why I was doing it? Though Lucious admittedly isn't the only reason I still don't feel right about this.