The Lyon For Me

Seven

3 years later.....

I woke up to someone jumping on my bed. I opened one of my eyes and groaned "Lola go back to bed" she stopped and sat on me "But Mommy you promised I'd see Daddy for the fist time today" I sighed and sat up. I did promise I'd take her to finally see her dad.

I told her to go and get dressed. I was admittedly scared to do this I haven't seen or talked to Jamal since the white party when I found out I was pregnant. It brought a tear to my eye to think about him.

I loved him so much. I stayed away from media so I didn't have to see him. We only just recently got a TV. I couldn't stand to be so close yet so far away from the person I wanted more than anything in world.

She is my pride and joy my greatest achievement. I pulled on my blue and black halter top and my black cardigan. I put on my black boots. My baby came out her room with her little Teddy bear and I knew then I was doing the right thing.

When we got there I heard Lola say "Wow!! Mommy is this a train station" I laughed "No this is where we'll find your Dad" she started bouncing up and down when she thought about him and it reminded me of me and my dad.

When I saw him my heart instantly broke for him he looked miserable like life had really beat him down. I swallowed and tried to walk in only to be stopped by a security guard. Since when did they have these.

The commotion caught his attention and he walked over. When he saw me his face instantly lit up "Let her through" he said and he let us through and Lola hid behind me.

He tackled me squeezing me tightly. He let go then kissed me as much as it felt right I pushed him away "Jamal..." I started but he cut me off "No I won't let you push me away again.... I get it I was an ass.. But please I've never missed anyone as much as I miss you" I sighed but still felt like it was wrong considering I hadn't told him about me and Lucious.

Lola squirmed and I remembered why we were here. I grabbed Jamal's hand and swallowed "Jamal I want you to meet someone... Come on baby it's OK" Lola shyly came out and Jamal frowned.

"Lola meet your dad" Jamal smiled at her and bent down "Hey Lola..." She smiled and hugged him. She was so excited to see him and for a second I thought she was gonna act like she wasn't.

He hugged her back and I thought I saw a tear. They broke apart and he grabbed my hand and led us to a recording area. He told Lola to sit in the producers booth and turned to me. He grabbed my hands and smiled "Why didn't you tell me I had a daughter" he said happily.

"Because Jamal we weren't talking and I doubted you'd care" he frowned and pulled me into him but in a way were Lola couldn't see "I told you I'm sorry, Mia please" he whispered sending a shiver down my spine.

I regained focus when Cookie, Hakeem, and Lucious walked in. Lucious and Cookie sneered at me but their look softened when they laid eyes on my daughter.

Lucious came in the recording booth and pat my shoulder. Jamal left to go over to see Lola and I sighed "So you've had a baby" I kept my eyes on my baby who was happily talking to Jamal.