My Own Version Of Love

One Good Luck is Paid with a Hundred Bad Lucks

Katsuki POV

It's been almost 3 months since then. I learned a lot about todoroki and we've been getting along just fine. He likes soba so much he has a whole stock of it. He has a lot of collared shirts, mock necks and suits. He works as a model in a big company. He was scouted a month before he met me so he was still not popular but there's talks of him as a rising model who won the hearts of both men and women. He signed a lot of contracts with various brands and by now, there are rumors of him all around.

However! The most shocking thing is that he is gay! And that he confessed to me that he likes me!

"Haa... What should i do? I mean he's kind and sexy. Also handsome and cool. He treats me like i'm precious too. He's perfect! Waahh... I mean he's my type too. That time, i was too flustered to answer him because how can a super handsome celebrity confessed to a nobody like me. It's unbelievable! But i like him too."

My face heats up by my thoughts. Ahh. Guess there's no helping it. I'll give him my answer tonight. I wonder what face he would make. Hahaha it's exciting.

It's 9 pm now but he still haven't come home. I'm worried so i texted him.

[Where are you now?]

[Are you still at work?]

[Hurry up and come home. I cooked you your favorite soba. It's homemade though.]

I waited for a reply but even 30 minutes later, nothing came up. I look at the message again to see if he read it but he haven't.

Did he get into an accident otw? Or maybe collapsed on the street?

I called his phone but no one answered. I quickly got up and on my way to the door when i heard a cellphone ringing outside.

I realized that he was already here so he did not picked up the phone call.

I opened the door only to see him drunk.

"Oi why didn't you pick up my call? And why didn't you tell me you're drinking tonight? You didn't even see my message. Hey. Are you listening? Oi todoro-!"

He pushed me with all his force back to his house. I fell on the ground shocked.

"Ouch!"

Why is he like this? He did not even look at me once. And why is he so pissed?

"Todoroki. What are you-?"

He sit on top of me and punched me in the face. Blood splattered on the walls and the floor.

"It's your fault! Because of you. Because of you!"

"Uh...gghh..."

He is choking me so hard.

It hurts. I can't breathe.

I grab his arm holding my neck but i have no strength left. He let go when i was seconds away from death.

"*cough * *cough*"

He stood up and went inside leaving me there coughing and taking my breath.

What the fuck happened? Todoroki is not like his usual self. He's not the type to beat people, not that kind and handsome todoroki.

I stood up while leaning on the wall. I was worried about him so i looked for where he was going. When i turned around, he was standing with a knife on hand.

I was extremely scared at that moment.

Does he intend to kill me?

"Oi todoroki. Wtf are you holding? Put it down. That's dangerous. Haaa... haaa..."

My face hurts. And so is my neck. My voice is hoarse from him strangling me earlier.

Something must have happened. He's not the type to do this without reason.

"Please answer me. Say something todoroki!"

He walk towards me with his face covered by his bangs and looking down. The moment he got infront of me, he looked up at me. His eyes was distant and angry. Then he pulled my arm and threw me into the wall in his room. My body slammed against the wall and i think one of my ribs cracked (or maybe a lot). I slide down in pain.

"Haaa... haa... stop.. todoroki...ha."

"It's your fault! You! You! You!"

I saw him lifting his hand with the knife and cut my arms, legs, face and stomach. It was not deep but not shallow either.

He cut everything he sees. He looked angry as he swing the knife each time.

I thought i was gonna die. I slowly closed my eyes and accepted my faith but he threw the knife to the side.

Clang!

The noise echoed in the room.

Todoroki grab my collar and lift me up a little. Then he kissed me all passionately.

Idk what's going on anymore. I have no senses left and i'm practically bathing in my own blood. Everything hurts that i hoped i would just die.

He unbottoned my pants and pulled my dick. He played around my body, licking my nipples. He moved back, sitting on top of me, and wiped his mouth. His chin still had a little bit of blood and he's smiling creepily. It's like a hollow smile that sees nothing but ecstasy.

He pushed his fingers inside my asshole. He's roughly spinning his fingers and thrusting them inside. He readied his dick and thrusted it inside me.

"Ah! H-ah.. hnnghh... hah.. ah.."

He was smiling and his face is flushed. He reached out for my neck as he thrusted deep inside me. He's choking me as he fucked me up.

I can't breathe. It hurts. As he reached his climax, he did not let go of his grip on me.

"Ahh..."

He fainted after that. He fell to my side and did not move.

As for me, i was too hurt to move. Is this why he has no girlfriend even though he's perfect? Why?

Tears rolled down my bloody face and i fell asleep.

I woke up when i heard todoroki screamed. He panicked and called an ambulance in a hurry.

"Bakugou i'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I'm truly sorry."

The morning light made it completely clear what happened throughout the night. Dried blood are found in the hallway entrance and most of it are in his room. Even the state i'm in.

I can't move. My body hurts like hell. Am i gonna die? I've had enough of this. Shit!

My consciousness is slowly fading when the ambulance arrived. They were shocked at the cruelty depicted by the trails of blood but still took me immediately to the van. I heard someone say that i will die in 5 minutes then i fainted after that.

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Well, everybody has a secret or two so handsome guys are no exception. He's perfect as long as he's sober.

I'll say this again. I do not hate any of the characters of bnha. That includes todoroki. However, they need to do their part in my story.

Don't worry. No animals or plants or people have died in making that bloody scene. It was all procured from the hospital. As long as it's red, it doesn't matter what type of blood it is.

What will katsuki experience next? Will he survived or finally rest in peace?

Find out in the next chapter. Love ya all.

(I can hear someone say "of course he will survive idiot! It won't be a dekubaku story if he isn't! And he's the MC no less. Who are you kidding?!")

Maybe it's just me or am i hearing things? Oh well.