My Own Version Of Love

Love is What I Describe My Feelings For You

Izuku POV

"For me, love is the same as respect. We don't have to kiss, hug or have sex if you don't want to. I won't force you because i love the kacchan that is free. I just want to be by your side, looking at your happy face all day, go to many beautiful places, and experiencing new things together. Seriously, that's all that matters. So please kacchan, don't push me away."

I did not noticed but i was already crying on kacchan's shoulders.

"I love you."

No one said anything after that. The waves and the trees are the only things making a sound. After a while, i let go of kacchan but still not saying a word.

"I had two relationships in the past."

Suddenly, kacchan is talking about himself.

"My ex-boyfriend is the one you saw earlier, kirishima eijiro."

That fucking spiky bastard?!

"We met from friends of friends and hit it off just like that. Almost immediately, he began living at my place but i felt uncomfortable so i tried to tell him. He misunderstood and then he chained me to the bed and raped me all night and the whole day next day. I ran away from him and met another guy who helped me when i collapsed on the street. His name is todoroki shoto."

I guided kacchan to the bench and we both sit down, with him at my right side.

"Shoto is the best guy i've ever met. He's kind, gentle, considerate, caring and handsome. Honestly, he's the best man i could hope for. He let me stay in his house in exchange for doing chores. I've been with him for 3 months and i saw all his good sides. But when i was about to confess to him, he suddenly attacked me. He was drunk that time and got home late due to his modeling work. Anyway, when he got home, he's not his usual self. He punched me and cut me all over. I remember the feeling of my own blood when it gushed out of my body and sprayed onto the wall. Then he raped me too saying he 'love' me while choking me to death. The next thing i knew, i woke up in a hospital bed. When i was able to walk, i ran away here. You know the rest."

"THOSE FUCKING BASTARDS."

Izuku did not shout but you can feel the murderous intent behind those words. Kacchan flinched and broke a cold sweat when he saw his face. When izuku noticed, he removed his killing aura.

"Sorry. I won't hurt you so don't be scared. It's already dark so let's go home."

"N-no. I'll stay here for a bit longer."

"Ok. Then i'll stay too. I'll be here so you won't feel alone."

"Uhm. What you said earlier... about you l-liking me. Sorry. I'm not ready to be in an relationship for now. And everything's a mess. Would you give me time to... sort out my thoughts first...?"

"Take all the time you need. When you're ready, come find me."

I kissed the back of his hand and smiled at him.

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Katsuki POV

My mind's a mess. How did kirishima find me? Where is he now? What if he's still looking for me? I'm scared but strangely at ease.

Wait. Deku just confessed to me right? Then i talked about my past. Why did i tell him that? Urgh. What am i doing? I'm so pathetic. I can't even protect myself. I can't be like this. I must take care of my own mess.

Now that i think about it, we haven't had a proper closure. I just ran away the second i'm free from the chains. Right. I should talk to him alone. It's scary but i have to do this.

With all the thinking, i started to nod off and seconds later, i passed out like that.

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Izuku POV

I noticed that kacchan is starting to nod off.

Cute~! Oh. He passed out. Well, it's already late into the night so it can't be helped. I would like to keep staring at his sleeping face but we might catch a cold if we stay here. Also, that guy may still be in the neighborhood so it's dangerous to leave kacchan alone.

I carried him on my back and walk towards my house. My parents are in singapore right now so we got the whole house to ourselves. There are guestrooms there so kacchan can sleep in one of them.

Why is the sky full of stars tonight?

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Yeey!! I finished another one.

Izuku and katsuki's story is longer than the others because there's so many things i'd like them to do. As much as possible, i'll avoid writing smut and only focus on the butterlies in our stomach.

And i said that todoroki will meet his fated partner right? Honestly, i haven't thought about how they should meet but if i do, i'll incorporate it in this story in one way or another. In the meantime, enjoy some dekubaku stories right here.