ANUSEENA-The Fear Of Losing You✓

Love heals all wounds

(KS was taking HM to her home.The bike ride was silent but after Sometime HM spoke.)
HM: bike rokiye KS..
Ks: Maddam sir?!
HM: please bike rokiye..(Ks stopped the bike and HM got down..)
Ks: Kaa hua Maddam sir?
HM: Hume Anubhav k paas wapas jana hain..
Ks: yeh Aap kaa bolrahi Hain Maddam sir?Aap mat jaiye unke paas.
HM: Nahi karishma Singh Sara sach janne k baad hum unhe Akela Nahi chhod sakte..
Ks: Maddam sir Woh pagal ho chuke Hain..Kahi aapko chot na pouchaye..
HM: Anubhav Hume chot Nahi poucha sakte..Unki yeh halat isiliye Hain KS kyun ki zaroorat k waqt aaplogo ne unka Saath chhod Diya..hum yeh Galti Nahi karenge..Kabhi Nahi..(ks bows her head down.)..
Ks: Maddam sir hum apko chhod dete Hain..Chaliye..(they went to Anubhav's secret place.)
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Anubhav's secret place
Ks: Maddam sir yeh konsi jagah Hain, kitna Sundar Hain!
HM: Anubhav Ka secret place(she chuckled.)
Ks: humko toh pata hi Nahi tha..
HM: kaash Aapne janne ki koushis ki Hoti ks...
Ks: hum Jante Hain Maddam sir, Galti ho gayi Humse...naadan the hum..
HM: hum Chalte Hain KS..
Ks: jaroorat pade toh call Karna MS..(HM nodded and went in.She found the main door ajar..she couldn't see Anubhav in the hall..she went upstairs and heard some sound.She rushed to the painting room and found Anubhav in a terribles state...he was continuously punching on the wall..his knuckles were badly bleeding..sweat covering his face..he looked like he would collapse any moment..)
HM: Anubhav..(she rushed to him and put her palm on the wall..to stop him from hurting himself further.)
As: Kyun aayi Hain Aap Yaha..Aap toh chali Gayi thi na..
HM: Nahi Anubhav..hum Kahi Nahi jayenge Kahi Nahi..Chaliye humare Saath..(she took him to the other room and made him sit on the bed.)kya Kar rahe the Aap Khudko kyun chot poucha rahe the?(she asked with tears in her eyes.)
As: agar hum Khudko chot Nahi pouchate toh Aap aati kya..Nahi na!
HM: aisa Nahi Hain Anubhav..yeh sab galat Hain..
As: Pyar aur Jung mein toh sab jayaz Hain...aur Hume aapse Pyar Hain aur aapko Apne paas rakhna humare liye Kisi Jung se Kam Nahi ..Dekha tha Aapne kaise Bahena aapko Humse dur Karna chahti thi..(he frowned.)
HM: koi Hume aapse dur Nahi Kar payega..(she said while dressing his wound.)
As: hum aapko Kahi Nahi Jane denge..(he declared as usual)
HM: hum Kahi Nahi jaayenge(she pulled him towards herself resting his head on her chest..she softly caressed his hairs to calm him down.They remained in the same position for sometime..then she said.)
HM: Aap fresh ho jaiye...hum Khana banate Hain..
As: thik Hain..par Kahi jaane ki Galti mat Karna..(he warned she only smiled in response.
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Kitchen
(HM pulled her phone out  and called someone..)
HM: Hello, Vrij hum Haseena bol rahe Hain..
Vrij: Hey Haseena, Kaisi ho tum?
HM: hum thik Hain...ek madat Chahiye thi tumhari...
Vrij: Haan,Haan bolo..
HM: Darasal Baat yeh Hain ki.(she told him everything about Anubhav's behaviour and his past..)..toh aise hain abhi haalat..
Vrij: situation serious Hain..unka past kaafi zyada painful Hain..jaha tak main samajh pa Raha Hu Haseena, he has the fear of loosing you which has given rise to this obsession and over possessiveness..Unki Galti Nahi Hain..
HM: toh tum hi batao hum kya Karein..hum unhe aise Nahi Dekh sakte..I want my old Anubhav back..
Vrij: see Haseena I'm an psychiatrist..main unhe medicines prescribe Kar Sakta Hu..Kuch therapies ki madat se I can give you a complete new Anubhav..but yeh medicines Ka long term usage can damage nerves.. being your friend I'll suggest ki tum khud unhe thik Karne ki koushis Karo..
HM: hum samjhe Nahi..
Vrij: see Woh Bohut akele Hain ..he needs love and compassion Jo tum unhe de Sakti ho....unhe yakeen dilao that you are not going anywhere..and unse communicate Karne ki koushis Karo..ek bar apna saara dard baant lenge na..toh mujhe yakeen Hain he will be fine..
HM: are you sure?
Vrij: Love heals every wound, Haseena..try toh Karo..Aur agar phir bhi Kuch Nahi Hota toh medicines toh Hain..
HM: thank You so much Vrij..
Vrij: most welcome and all the best and be patient..(HM hang up the call and took dinner to the dining table.)
As: kisse Baat Kar rahi thi Aap?
HM: kisise bhi Nahi...Aap khayiye na..
As: Humne suna Aap kisi Vrij se Baat Kar rahi thi..kon Hain Woh..
HM: koi Nahi Hain Anubhav, Aap khayiye naa..
As: Aap Koi plan Bana rahi Hain kya Humse dur jaane Ka..
HM: Nahi Anubhav..hum aapko chhodkar Kahi Nahi jaane wale(she said looking into his eyes..)
As: (chuckled sadly) sab yahi kahete Hain Haseenaji..par waqt aane par sab chale Jaate Hain..(he started eating.)
HM: Anubhav Aap humpe bharosa Kar sakte Hain...
As: Karna toh chahte the Haseenaji..par Aap bhi sab ki Tarha Nikli..(he had tears in his eyes .)
HM: Nahi Anubhav Aapka yeh dar bewajah Hain...dekhiye hum wapas aaye na aapke paas...
As: Nahi Hain bewajah Humara daar..(he stood up)sab chale Jaate Hain..Hume Akela chhodke..sab..koi Pyar Nahi Karta Humse..(he shouted and moved to the bedroom.Hm followed him)
HM: shaant ho jaiye Anubhav
As: kaise shaant ho Jaye..Aap Janti Hain Hume kitni takleef Hoti Hain..
HM: toh Hume bataiye na Anubhav..Kuch mat rakhhiye Apne andaar..(he remained silent.)Aap agar Humse Pyar karte Hain toh sab sach batayenge  Hume...(both sat on the bed.)
As: Nahi Aap bhi Hume galat samjhengi...
HM: Hume sab pata Hain Anubhav..sab bataya Hume karishma Singh ne..
As: kya bataya..yahi na ki hum characterless Hain, worthless Hain..yahi na(he was again getting hyper.Hm cupped his face making him calm a bit..)
As:Humne Kuch bhi Nahi kiya tha Haseenaji..Tiya ne humare Nashe mein hone Ka faida uthaya tha..kyun Ki Humne Uske prem prastav ko aswikar Kar diya tha...Hume laga tha koi maane na maane humari Bahena zaroor humpar bharosa karengi par unhone bhi..(his voice chocked.)
HM: Unki Galti Nahi Hain...Woh naadan thi(she said to make him understand.)
As: Humare Baba Humse Pyar Nahi karte the..sirf Maa aur Daadi the Jo Humse prem karte the..par Bhagwan ne unhe bhi Humse chhin Liya..pata Hain Haseenaji boarding mein sab Hume chidhate the..ki humare Baba ne dusri Shaadi Karli isiliye Hume Yaha chhod Gaye..(he hid his face in her chest trying to control his sobs.she rubbed his back to soothe his pain..)
As: Hume bohot dar Lagta Hain Haseenaji..Raat bhar neend Nahi aati thi Hume..Humne Sharab Ka Sahara Liya phir bhi Kuch thik Nahi hua..(he was crying by now.)Humse dur mat jaiyega Haseenaji..please..hum mar jayenge Aapke Bina..Bohut prem karte Hain hum aapse..
HM: Kabhi Nahi jayenge..(she caressed his cheeks and kissed his hair..She was crying thinking about how much pain her love had gone through and how much pain she has given him..after sometime she felt him sleeping..she gently placed his head on the pillow and turned the lights off and herself slept beside him.)
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Precap: the accident
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Will Haseena's love manage to take away all his pain?
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